Cindy
AARONation LUN♥atics #58
紫衣人 :D

I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school, but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.

I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols, especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.

I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true, I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.

Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.

CINDY

today, i saw him again .
but as i said, i already letting go of him ,
so yep; wont talk about him .
in case my heart melt again*



I've just realized that he's so near me ,
in same school , always saw him ,
but; our hearts just so far apart .
*sniffs*


aww .
today during chinese ,
teacher kept explaining the chinese words used in the past .
totally nothing went into my brain luh .
gosh .
took a nap fr 30mins , w eyes open at times .
to make sure that i was 'listening' , in case she asks me sth :x



today no pe .
walao . sad luh .
like i want pe so much ,
then relief teacher said we can't have pe .
i need exercise ley ;



that's all ,
<333s,>

Cindy--x33 !

I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 29, 2008, 3:53 AM

update;
haha, Ciyuuue want me to(:
lol, thnk Ciyuue ! yeps.
my current mood is : quite okay.


teehee;



yesterday went swimming.
quite okay luh. nothing special to be elaborated.
oh he walked past me, then that Crystal shout la!
dont knw fr what. anw, i dont care.
(:



today lessons were : okay.

had bio test yesterday ;
manageable.
actually i was real sleepy, so half-sleeping while doing the paper.
but last min, i woke up & realized that i wrote the ans anyhow-ly!
Gosh. then i quickly changed my answers.
so yup, was alright then .



haha, of course im nort so dumb lah,
my results ley.
thenthenthen .

no more; haha!
today, was okayokayokay. oh VIP was real boring. cant they put student leaders to do the VIP instead? then more laughters, &we can learn sth much btr.

ohyes, talkinq about student leaders, i just saw 2 student leaders, sec two&four used handphone in school, not in canteen. i dont mean anything, cus' i also got use luh, but, they are.... student leaders. how to be leaders like that? gosh. ):

&about stjohn.
i dont care, & i wont care anymore. what fr ? LOL. kkay,

tooodles !

Loves, CINDY!

I call it forever love.

Saturday, July 26, 2008, 3:53 AM

I felt that I've wasted my time.
Trainings fr about half a yr.
rain or shine, we still trained like hell,
if not evryone put in effort,
at least, some/most did.
For me, frankly yes.
& there's no doubt that some others,
also put in their best.
It may not be the 'best' that you want,
but oh please, we DID put in the effort.
just that you are too blinded with what called,
STANDARD,
that. you have simply neglect the fact that,
we tried.

we, Tried.



I kind of cant accept this fact.
though I said, I didn't want to be in the ndp .
I felt that, it's so meaningless.
At least, Cant you include,
SIX sec ones inside.
EVEN IF I'M NOT selected,
at least YOU HAVE KEPT YOUR PROMISE, RIGHT.



YOU LIED.
this is a Fact I would never deny.
Yes, Dont deny.
I heard what you said. VERY clearly.
&you changed your mind.
it's all a lie.


I didn't say you cant change ur mind,
but In the 1st place,
why give us the false hope?
We become so happy, that we could,
finally perform in the ndp.
at least 6 of us.
&now I realized that,
we happi-ed for,
NOTHING.



I now Finally understood.
You Dont have trust in us.
ALL YOU WANT IS,
standard & standard, isn't it?

YES, CUS' YOU WANT FACE.
you know, face.
like to tell whole school, (not whole world xD),
that st john is the best uniform grp among the others.
okay, fine. IF that's THE REASON,
then fine.



I've therefore realized,
'FACE' MEANS MORE TO YOU;

& NOT TRUST.


You have never trusted us, sec one squad.
cus' we are not of the standard you want us to be.
I've misunderstood you.
I shouldn't believe you in the first place.
sorry, I think I've made a mistake.


I'm not angry about the fact that sec ones cant perform,
but the fact that u have given the squad a false hope &
Lied to us ! :/
If you think wat U did was RIGHT, so be it.
FORGET IT THN;
no matter how hard we train, we are not gna be of the standard U ALL want.

I have Regretted; really.
26JULY2008 - the day you all broke your promise to us.
I Dont really care. I wont care any longer.

that's the difference between , truth& lies

I call it forever love.

Friday, July 25, 2008, 4:50 AM

random post;

sometimes, I feel like taking out the tagboard.

cus' daily tags not a lot.

DESPITE me tagging the others.

might as well delete my whole blog,

if this goes on.

I'm serious. what's the purpose of a blog?

when no one's read it? might as well call it a private one.

today, no one tagged me so far.

whatever;

I see the daily tags frm now on.

If it's too few, I guess, I gna take it out.

till, a lot ppl request me to put it back.

it's no point, you see.

it's not fr deco okay.

These few days, I really felt darn bad.

Like, so pffft.

:/

Had st john rehearsal fr NDP.

well, don't go so well.

I felt so............ just now.

6 sec ones gna be selected fr the ndp parade.

I don't really wish to be chosen.

though I very much wanted it at 1st.

school has been real bad nowadays.

Last time, I used to think that he's the reason I smiled evrydy.

I go to school in the hope to see him(:

But now, things have changed;

I dont look forward to going school nowadays.

He used to change my darkness into light;

but now,

it seems like,

the 'light' is fading each day.

when will I smile again?
we shall see.
persevering every second now.

loves ,

Cindy

I call it forever love.

Wednesday, July 23, 2008, 3:19 AM

urm, that's how my heart is now.

you knw that ryt,that feelinqof;trying to heal it but can't .

:/

today school prettymuch boring;why school is boring fr me?

alright, quite okay luh. lessons were boring.

it has always been like that;for the past few days.

oh yes, my chinese exam got 63/110. it's so low.

I cried): exam ley; &I make it until so low.

I admit I'm kind of stupid

:/

audition stuck at level 10. so hard to lv up luh!

but anyways, i still have other accts.

[:

I think I've been slacking too much these days.

I always find that I have tons of homework laying on the table.

In the past, I've never felt that way.

I used to think that in fact, the hw are so little.

really.

I gotta change my mindset asap.

I'm getting lazier by day. &it's gettin' worse.

my laziness are nt gna help me in any way.

I really hv to get rid of it. if I want to score high.

I must.

today PE saw him&his frnd at the concourse there((:
cus' it rained heavvily so PE-ed at concourse [:

him&his frnd were going to toilet :D

I do wondered, why isn't male toilet on the 3rd floor? or 2nd?

I guess I'm fated to meet him today(:

then frnds teased me, as usual; their 'job' when they saw me looking at him.

I've realised that things have changed a lot fr me.
It has changed a lot ,more than I've imagined.
But, well, I'm trying to adapt to it. I know I can.

I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 22, 2008, 3:02 AM

What's wrong with StJohn man???

NEED so much Donations?!
donations&donations.
YOU THINK I GOT SO MUCH $$ TO DONATE UH?
If that's what you think. Then I tell you now, You're wrong.

I also now not enough $ for myself okay!
evryday I eat nt much, lesser eachday, partly cus' of the donations.
Might as well starve myself &give all my pocket $ to you!


&Im not say bad things about stjohn;
If you can read, I'm not.

every wk get $30 only. okay luh, it's quite a lot.
But, Considering that I have to pay for food daily; buy stationery; top up my ez-link card...I'm really not left w much $ & I still need to donate.
I'm not unreasonable, & it's nt that I dont want to ask my parents for more $$$, but they struggling to earn money too.. esp when my brother going overseas uni, the cost is really high.

I dont want to add any more burden to them.

CAN you MORE UNDERSTANDING?
ISn't stjohn motto, for the service of mankind?
I am a human as well..
Somemore heard that if not, I will be dealt with.
Even if the officers make me do 1000 pumpings,
It wont help much. I also cant produce the money.

Im not as rich as you think.

I call it forever love.

Monday, July 21, 2008, 3:19 AM

went swimminq todayyy.

1st lessooon :DDD
quite fun luh.

kept laughing lolxzx. (:

I loveeeeto swimmmm !

xDD

these are piccies i took after the swim,

haha; &I know i zilian luh(x

I am. ifyou dont know :x

girlfrnds ! gosh, they are loveeees lahhh.

&&Amiraaaaaa~ callinq mr. xxxxxxx uh?

its her reflection luh. callinq someone. ((x

yepppppps,

funtodayyy -

;D

LOVES !

CINDY :DD

I call it forever love.

Saturday, July 19, 2008, 3:50 AM

Frankly, I'm still quite upset by that darn irritating problem; it's not a problem lah.is not his fault, i know.probably I'm too crazy;haha, HIS LOSS for doing that to me I tell you.Cant we even at the Least, be frnds? anw, it's reallyHISloss man! notMine. xDD

STJOHN ! yes, had that.
I was an IC. well, not as tough as I've expected :D
I'm crazy today, even just now; during 1stAidLecture; I kept making the others laugh xDDD don't why I was soooo funny justnow.
before that not-so-boring-cus-of-me 1st aid lecture,
we had footdrills.
Huibing was in charge of it. oh well, I CANT BELIEVE THAT,
she gave us LOTS of BREAK ! just so Un-expected; I dont want so many break lei ((x
then after aid lecture, got cheerrrs; then Captain's Ball.
As the captain who catch the ball -.-, I felt that I've let down my teammates badly. Cus' I kept missing the ball many times! though we still won in the end, but you know, I dont like that kind of feeling.

SORRY, MY CAPTAIN's BALL TEAMMATES )':
I guess I wasn't a good captain after all...could have done btr luh ):

but overall, was fun luh :DD
yep, that's that for todayy (:
Loveeeeees!

Cindy[:

I call it forever love.

Thursday, July 17, 2008, 4:14 AM

okay, this shall be short.
I gna study & eat soon.
tmr is history test. for myclass.
heard tht was freakinq easy?
& btw, this post is random kaye.


crystal said he blocked me in msn;the he is you-should-know-who la.
wth, so sad, && Mindy, i know it's bad for health,but I cant help it.
you wont know tht feeling i guess?

Anw, he want block me then block.I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY.
WHATEVER LAH. stupid msn. I swear uh,
so many damn things have been happening,not any other websites, but
MSN.

random-ing x3.
today saw video during ass-embly.
then got one part is,TKSS .
oh ppl, IFYOUDONTKNOW, I'm from TKPS.
haiz, wanted to go tkss,but cant luh.zz, so pisst off.

&my life in HIHS, Wasn't Good at all.
whineeewhineeeex3.
okay stop here.
i hate my damn life now.
DDDDDDDDD:

I call it forever love.

Wednesday, July 16, 2008, 7:54 PM

found time to blog; so like, im blogging now?
saw this funny quiz somewhere. so wana try it.
cus' hyper bored noww. &ithas been longtime since i last did a quiz.
&&this is a veryLONGquiz, uhuh;

o1. What's more important ? Money or love ?
- LOVE ! <333>
o2. Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
- yep, but days ago xDD
o3. What happened at 1o.oo am today ?
- walking to canteeeen (:
o4. When did you last cry ?
- when.....when.. forgot. (x
o5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
- bread? but I dontlike peanutbutter D:
o6. What do you want in your life now ?
- urm, HAPPINESS&LOVEEEE <3333>
o7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood ?
- umbreeeelaa
o8. What is your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
- soft toys ;D
o9. What bottom are you wearing now ?
- idiotttlaaaah. askthis dumbquestion D:
1o. What is the nicest text in your text box ?
- messages from girlfrnds <333>
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
- why must I ? keep things simple is the best :)
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
- NO -.- that'sLameee.
13. What is the last movie you caught ?
- the chronicles of NARNIAAA prince Caspiannnn :DDD
14. What are you proud of ?
- MYSELFFFF xDD
15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say ?
- '' Lol. Okay. If i regret it. I blame u okay. ;D ''
16. If you have a chance to migrate where will you migrate to ?
- hmps. i think 1st uh :D
17. Do you have any nicknames ?
- lazygirl, pig, & cute lil girl? (reallylah, thou i know I'Mnot.) xD
18. What does your last recieved text message say ?
- '' you really like him uh? ...... ''
19. What time did you go to bed last night ?
- 12plusplus. [beeeenslp ing late tese days DD: ]
2o. Are you currently happy ?
- you think?
21. Who gives you best advice ?
- girlfrnds & her.
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from th can ?
- erm, duno.
23. Who did you talk to on phone last night ?
- didnt call anyone & didnt receive anycalls, lastnite;
24. Is anything bugging you right now ?
- studies & HIM.
25. Who was thelast thing/person to make you laugh ?
- AMIRA & MELVIN :D (i mean, amira did sth to him, then I laughed )
26. Do you wear toe socks ?
- no.
27. Who was the last person you missed call from ?
- forgottennn D:
28. Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
- a lot of times.
29. What annoys you most in a person ?
- not sure.
3o. Do you have a crush on anyone ?
- YES ! [:
31. Have you ever done cocaine ?
- whats that?
32. What is the colour of your room ?
- whitee is loveeee .
33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
- i'm not those kind of girls.
34. Do you believe in the saying i talk is cheapi ?
- nope, cus i dont know what dumbqn is this.
35. Who was th last person to lie on your bed ?
- CINDY ! lol -.-
36. Who was the last person to hug you ?
- forgotttt :D
37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?
- Yeah; if not I must be dreaming.
38. Do you have a life?
- you think leih? i'mHUMAN .
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they really didnt ?
- Mas Selamat bah..
4o. What is the reason behind your profile song ?
- I like the song? -.-
41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
- of course is someone.
42. Last time you smile ?
- just now in the canteeen. HAHA, that Amira uh. :DDD
43. Have you changed this year ?
- not really.
44. What are you listening right now ?
- my blog sonq
45 Are you talking to someone when you doing this
- yeah . .
46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
- open lah, idiot
47. Is there a quote you live by ?
- think so
48. Do you want someone you cant have
- of course.
49. Have you ever played an intrument ?
- piano (:
5o. What was the worst idea you have had in this week ?
- can i say dont know?
51. What were you doing last night at 11.oo pm ?
- homework-ing
52. Are you happy with your love life right now ?
- I guess I'm not really enjoyinq that feeling.
53. What song best describe your love life ?
- dont knw ! HAHA.
54. Does the person know you like him/her ?
- I would be the happiest if he knows i like him.
55. Who always make you laugh ?
- ..........
56. Do you speak other lauguage other than English ?
- chinese.
57. Favourite website ?
-inlovewith-him.blogspot.com
58. Whats your middle name ?
- Idk.
59. What are you doing tomorrow ?
- go schooool :DD
6o. What do you think you are like ?
- emo and sometimes happy qirl.
61. Who will you choose to die with ?
- no one
62. Where have you been today ?
- school
63. What game do you play often ?
- AUDITION xDDDDD
64. Who are you missing right now ?
- HIM.
65. If you have to choose between friends & loves, who will you choose ?
- Frnds ARE LOVEEES ! <33333>
66. What are you doing right now ?
- dumb question..
67. Which primary are you from ?
- TKPS ((:
68. Name 3 colours that you like .
- pink, purple &light blu.
69. What emotion you like to show ?
- happy&emo luuuh.
7o. What is your life to you ?
- somethinq great to experience.
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do ?
- I would confide to my girlfrnds. &once in blu moon, to my boyfrnds.
72. Who did you last chat in msn today ?
- Eileen ! <333
73. Who you admire most ?
- him, who seeeems soo perfect..in my eyes..
. Which month are you born in ?
- April babyyy
75. How are you feeling right now ?
- like how most humans are feeling? -.-
76. What is the time now ?
- 07.40pm.
77. Where are you now ?
- At home .
78. What colour did you use to dye hair ?
- dye-inq hairrr? oh no pleeeasee. IlovemyBlackkkHAirrrr
79. What is the highest alcoholic percentage you have had consume
- i'm not those kind of girls, I REPEAT.
8o. What do you do when you are moody ?
- think thru the problem tht makes me mooody.
81. At which age you wish to get married ?
- i chose not to ans this. <-----yep, tht's my ans.
82. Who is mre important to you ?
- FAMILY&FRNDS; THE<3333ones>
83. Do you think you have enough confidence ?
- depends.
84.who do i love most in your past?
-ME. the innocent me; im still quite innocent lah xDD
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
- maybe? maybenot?
86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be ?
- have what i wanted .
87. What is your goal for this year ?
- to scoreeeee goooodresults & him to notice me.
88. Do you believe in eternity love ?
- yeah, God's love for me (: IS confirm Eternal :D
89. What feeling do you love most ?
- Being loved by someone .[:
9o. Do you really think its global warming now ?
- not sure eh.
91. What feeling you hate the most ?
- not being loved DDD:.
92. Do you cherish every friendship of yours ?
- YEP. :)
93. Do you believe in god ?
- urrrmmm,
94. Do you want someone back to your life ?
- huh?
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- everything that's belongs to me (:
96. What will you bring when you fight ?
- I dont fight horrr xP
97. What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- Lovinq someone who doesn't love me at all.
98. What would you feel that everyone no longer cares about you ?
- dots, idk.
99. What if your stead two-timed you ?
- oh , break bahhhhh . what's the pointtt.
. What will you do if you lie to your friend ?
- feeel badddd :x

i take freakinq 2hrs doinq this DD: better readddd horrrr. haha. and bye! :D

LOVES <333333>

waitinq really hurts.

I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008, 4:11 PM

Dontworry aboutme frnds, [:
I'm muchhh btr alr now.
youknow, I like to emo at times.
can't help it lah D:


these two days not really going well.
but I tried to bear with it.
cus' I dont wish my blog to be soooo emo.
yes, I'm quite pffft with some frnds of mine.
they like to go against me.
always,
like to do &say thinqs oppositeofmine, on purpose.
tomakemeangry, i guess.

anw, I won't be talking about them.
a waste of time, yep.
ohyes, I flung my science.
aww. DDD:


my results have beeen downnnnn-ing.
D:
I've been slacking toomuch, poorme.
I still have a pile of homework.
havent completed.
Sigh, how am I going to finish them off?
Like please, I'm not a supergirl.
:/


I'm trying to put studies as my priority(:
cus' It's darn important i tellyou.
omg, can you believe CindyIs actuaally sayinqTHIS?
anw, I think I won't be posting tht much.
cus exam wk comingsoon. &I gna study till crazyye.
I gna makesure,
there wont be any B,C,D,E,or even F in my reportbk.
otherthan Art.
which I think i gna hv a C?


I'm quite tired now,
& i have to study alr& hw too.
so, yep, goooodbyes then ):
floooodmy tagboard :D
loveeees <333,



if i has to choose between loving you,
and breathing,
I would use my last breath to sayI LOVE YOU.

I call it forever love.

Sunday, July 13, 2008, 7:03 PM

today wentout early.
around 9am.
bused to aunt house.

my mum comingto spore,
but cant meet her.
:/

I finished most of my hw there.
so that i will have some freetime tonight.
after finishinq mymaths hw,
found myself scribblinq thinqs on paper.
Ithink I scribbled this :
iloveyou, S________ ___ wherewereyou when ineededyou?
iloveyou,.................................
yes, I scribbled that.
I doubt he'll read this,
so I just typed it out.

then after scribbling all those,
I crushed the paper,
walked to the dustbin,
which was quite a distance away.
&threw thepaper .

you should know what i meant by that.
Sometimes,
I really have no idea what i'm doing,
I just, did things anyhow-ly.
Realized tht I've gone so crazy,
till I'm notaware of the childish thinqs I did.

probably cus' my heart was broken,
toomanytimes.

I've also realized that,
i've been doinq things that i hate recently.

like, studyingmaths kind-of-thing.
like, saying ilovestjohn to frnds&relatives.
like, doing homework when there's still lots oftime for me to do.
like, replying sms-es from frnds tht I dont really like.
like, telling whole world tht Ilikehim.

yup, I really dont enjoy doinq allthat.
unknowingly,
I've been doing all those things.
&I'm not lying or whatsoever.

where is the old&happy me,
I do ask myself at-times.
beenquite moody tese days.
I feel so sad.
I've lost my own self.
It seems like,
I've gone too crazy.

sorry, I don't mean to be emotional.
but, I just,
can't help it sometimes.

I have found you,
but the moment Ifoundyou,
I realize that I'mlosingyou,
is this what, calledFATE?

I call it forever love.

Saturday, July 12, 2008, 7:15 PM

stjohn-edtoday
worstday oftheweeeeeek,
:/

okay, thesongs in my blog, it's like,
not playing uh? -.-
wth. i seriously don'tknow what happen-d.
it's gooood tohave some silence in my blog aye(:
eh wait, i think its playing! :D
wheeeeee~

dontwishto elaborate on stjohn.
cus' it's just about-the-same-as- otherdays.
i realized tht myposts are long,
so i intend to keep it short fortoday.

ohyep, justnow morning,
had stomach cramps -.-
&during stjohn as well! ):
i was like, 'shiaattt. '
& I DID FOOTDRILLS FOR 2hrs?
wth. totally in greeaaaatt pain.
so you-shud-know-why-it's-my-worst-day-ofthe-wk.

oh yes, saw S______ at mac today.
he's so .........
he was waiting for xiu yuan lah.
-.-


so i think i shall stophere. :D
intend to keep it short.
but endedup, stillquite long uh.



The hardest thing to do is,
watch the one you love,
love someone else.
& i realised that he loves her,
so much.
he, loves someoneElse.
lostforwords.

I call it forever love.

Friday, July 11, 2008, 8:00 PM

today's my mum's birthday (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !


changed blogskin, yesterday.
havent really finished editing my blog.
for the links&music.

today school as usual.
like, duh. i don't skip school. unless i'm sick.
that's quite commonsense uh.
lessons as usual as well.
had lit.
talked about charactertraits -.-
then talked about life too.
i love tht part.
like learnt a lot. duh. [:


maths last lesson &super duper boring.
i took a veryshort nap duringthe lesson. :D
phew.
i really need to get rid of my sleepi-ness.
it ain't getting btr in any way.
:/


amazingly, my sleepi-ness usually only comes,
duringMATHS. yep, tht's right.
i reallyhate maths i tell you.
&&we must stayback for some test,
wadtheheck!
but, the test was, urm,
quite alright. luckily(:



buse-d to aunt house then :D
around 5 came back, then-
bused home lol. (x

There is only one happiness in life,
to love and be loved.
& i found happiness in loving you.

I call it forever love.

Wednesday, July 9, 2008, 6:00 AM

today i got a lot to talk about..

**Warning : probably longpost ahead ! :DD


today morning uh,
cant remember !
i got a very bad STM, you know (:


OH! it raine-D ! shiiiiiat. wet wet wet ><
buse-d schooool !
reached class, straightaway,slept for 15mins.
shuang man. [:
then uh, assembly was okay.
goodthing was, i didn't slp during the assembly!
L O L lahs.


1st up, p.e..
MrTong never come,
thought no p.e.
BUT, when outside class waiting to go in tht time,
met one pe tcher,
he said 'ok lets have p.e ! '
then we were like, YAY-ED.

I thought it gonna be v. Fun.
But, INTHE END, my otherclassmates played FLOoRball ! ><
CINDYHATESFLO0RBALL !
so of course i didn't go & play uh.
just sat in hall- dont know staring at what. haha !
its myfirst time during p.e so bored kay !


then the dumbeddd-assHISTORY.
i seriously don't know what she was talking.
blahblah&blah, so used hp.
YEP, USED HP (:
shiok also, playplay so fun [:
that's the advantage of sitting rightbehind. [[:

BUT i kena found lol.
cus teacher want check our wrk.
joanne got whisper to me said,
'hey teacher coming teacher coming !! '
&stupid me, didn't hear her !
I WAS DARN STUPID )):
she 'scoldddded' me, D:
'nxt time i see , i will confiscate uh . '
then nod nod lol. haha! i dontknow wat else to do mah!

but when she go in front talk talk,
I USED hp, AGAIN !
pro right me? no lah, cus i was just,
dont-know-what-to-do kind of thing.
this time, never see lol. cus gonna recess alr,. :DD


recess, urm, nothingmuch.
same as any other dayyyyeeeeeees ;D

art.
oh shiiiaaaatt., havent do art homework .,
Ooppppsy ! ><
we just, sketched here&there.
tcher said mine was quitenice. (when i find it soooo ugly! )
she need to check her eyeeees man.
LOLS !


lastly, chinese.
oh. used hp again ! shiooook ! never caught.
do corrections, then dotdotdots.
i dont know what leh, cus never listened in class mah!


after schoooool.
stayed at canteeen.

OH YES,
went library watched the MrBean show!
YOUKNOW WHO I SAW?

i saw ... S_______
okay it's quite obvious. but idont care (:
he's thre watching too.
then my frnd teased me lol.
damn herrr.
then also watch-ed harrypotter,
soo, boooooring.
kay, it's half-borrinnng.


then water garden.
buse-d home aftermath again [:




you told me to forget you,
but i just can't.
why, can't you give me a chance?
but, it's too late now,
for you to turn back.

i've just lost someone,
someone,
who meant so much in myheart.

I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 8, 2008, 4:05 AM

today bus trip to school was free
the thing out of service, that's why.
then go school chionqmy english news articles in class.
ohhhh. finally handed it in lol.
haha~


then recess, as usual.
classes today were pretty boooorrrriinnnnnnnng.
Yep, boring classes.
esp, maths&history.
get this right yeah, CINDYHATESMATHS

after school went hougangmall with crystal, amira&siti.
we mac there(:
bused home aftermath [:





do you know how much it hurts me?
i promised myself that i wouldn't cry,
but i just, couldn't really hold on any longer.



i want to start afresh.

I call it forever love.

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