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Leaving so soon? ):
Aaron
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Saturday, July 26, 2008, 3:53 AM
I felt that I've wasted my time. Trainings fr about half a yr. rain or shine, we still trained like hell, if not evryone put in effort, at least, some/most did. For me, frankly yes. & there's no doubt that some others, also put in their best. It may not be the 'best' that you want, but oh please, we DID put in the effort. just that you are too blinded with what called, STANDARD, that. you have simply neglect the fact that, we tried. we, Tried. I kind of cant accept this fact. though I said, I didn't want to be in the ndp . I felt that, it's so meaningless. At least, Cant you include, SIX sec ones inside. EVEN IF I'M NOT selected, at least YOU HAVE KEPT YOUR PROMISE, RIGHT. YOU LIED. this is a Fact I would never deny. Yes, Dont deny. I heard what you said. VERY clearly. &you changed your mind. it's all a lie. I didn't say you cant change ur mind, but In the 1st place, why give us the false hope? We become so happy, that we could, finally perform in the ndp. at least 6 of us. &now I realized that, we happi-ed for, NOTHING. I now Finally understood. You Dont have trust in us. ALL YOU WANT IS, standard & standard, isn't it? YES, CUS' YOU WANT FACE. you know, face. like to tell whole school, (not whole world xD), that st john is the best uniform grp among the others. okay, fine. IF that's THE REASON, then fine. I've therefore realized, 'FACE' MEANS MORE TO YOU; & NOT TRUST. You have never trusted us, sec one squad. cus' we are not of the standard you want us to be. I've misunderstood you. I shouldn't believe you in the first place. sorry, I think I've made a mistake. I'm not angry about the fact that sec ones cant perform, but the fact that u have given the squad a false hope & Lied to us ! :/ If you think wat U did was RIGHT, so be it. FORGET IT THN; no matter how hard we train, we are not gna be of the standard U ALL want. I have Regretted; really. 26JULY2008 - the day you all broke your promise to us. I Dont really care. I wont care any longer. that's the difference between , truth& lies I call it forever love. |
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