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Sunday, July 13, 2008, 7:03 PM
today wentout early.around 9am. bused to aunt house. my mum comingto spore, but cant meet her. :/ I finished most of my hw there. so that i will have some freetime tonight. after finishinq mymaths hw, found myself scribblinq thinqs on paper. Ithink I scribbled this : iloveyou, S________ ___ wherewereyou when ineededyou? iloveyou,................................. yes, I scribbled that. I doubt he'll read this, so I just typed it out. then after scribbling all those, I crushed the paper, walked to the dustbin, which was quite a distance away. &threw thepaper . you should know what i meant by that. Sometimes, I really have no idea what i'm doing, I just, did things anyhow-ly. Realized tht I've gone so crazy, till I'm notaware of the childish thinqs I did. probably cus' my heart was broken, toomanytimes. I've also realized that, i've been doinq things that i hate recently. like, studyingmaths kind-of-thing. like, saying ilovestjohn to frnds&relatives. like, doing homework when there's still lots oftime for me to do. like, replying sms-es from frnds tht I dont really like. like, telling whole world tht Ilikehim. yup, I really dont enjoy doinq allthat. unknowingly, I've been doing all those things. &I'm not lying or whatsoever. where is the old&happy me, I do ask myself at-times. beenquite moody tese days. I feel so sad. I've lost my own self. It seems like, I've gone too crazy. sorry, I don't mean to be emotional. but, I just, can't help it sometimes. I have found you, but the moment Ifoundyou, I realize that I'mlosingyou, is this what, calledFATE? I call it forever love. |
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