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Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 3:26 AM
'' again, we're given those idiot hopes -socalled- . this isn't the first time, you know?seniors uh, why always think the sec ones are useless?2nd time already, 1st was ndp, i take it cus' we dont hv our full Us yet, so I leave it aside. &now, even cross country duty also gne. alright, Gone larh . let it be . I thought I no need to run, was so happy. but im wrong , anw, it's okay . I don't think you're trust-able aye . I dont look forward to those chances. what for? save them for the sec 1 2009 lor. Happyyyyy??? yes, you all shld be. HEH. = = '' feelings mixed up, random, really I kinda having random feelings, or shld i say, mixed feelings? yeah, I guess so. I dont know what feelings are these, seriously. Life in school was okay, I love times when girlfrnds are arnd, cus' they're the reasons for my smiles. ILY girlfriends, always & forever. but, i really hope, you all gna be with me, whn I needed a listening ear. stjohn was okay. you know, being forced to join it. but I guess, I'm getting used to it, I think. but what I love most about it is that, the snrs are pretty fun to be with. esp, the-you-knw-whos. they're cute& frndly, most of the times. ILY stjohn seniors, outing anyone? loves(: I dont know why I got this kind of feelings, feelings that I can't express, though I very much wanted to. It's amazing how you make me smile. I don't smile easily you know. But you had made me smiled. you had. If only, you knew. But I mean nothing to you. If there's a day when I really matter to you, tell me. I'm dying to know. I know i'm gna be nothing to you, yet I still didn't stop. thinking about you. &carried on waiting &hoping that some day...... will come. It seems like, I've gone crazy over you, you &you. ''I love you'' , I really do. we're so near, yet, so f ar apart . our hearts are like heaven & earth , yeah ? And you gna graduates soon, very soon. It's very hurtful. If only, youcould feel it. If you could, you won't be doing what you're doing. I never regretted it. Never at all. though its like you're stabbing me in the heart. It's very painful. but I still managed to survive through, somehow. It's no doubt, I gna miss you badly. oh, is there anything I can do? I guess, we come from different worlds. things would change, once you leave. It would change, trust me. this is fate, I got to accept it. If only, youknew. I'll forget you, if this could make your life a happier one, I would . It's the least, last & only thing I could do for you. for the last time I gna mention your name in my post, ''wishing you all the best then , S.L. '' I'm speechless for a while. I dont know why. I'll never do it again. trust me. It hurts. Isn't this reality? Happy ending dont exist in me. this is reality, I've to face it. I call it forever love. |
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