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Thursday, October 2, 2008, 2:09 AM
Alrighttt..Cindy's superrr [angry/upset/emo/pisstoff/whatever] today. Yep, super. Okay, I shall list down one by one. First, It was th Science EOY. Thr's this mcq question, whereby I knew th answer, but I've no idea why, I wrote th wrong answer. Perhaps, I was too nervous, or thought too much. Yeah, 1 mark flew awayyyy~ EOY ley! 1 Mark means A LOT okayyy. So angry with myself. &pisst off. But on th overall, it was manageable Next, th student of th yr thing. & that's like th worst thing that can ever happened. I was having recess after th exam, cause' thr's maths supp afterwards. Then Joanne told me that th winner of th student of th yr is blahblahblah. I was so surprised luh, was asking her how she knew it. She said th tv in th canteen thr got put. Okayy, so I went to see it. & yeah, saw ittt. Th moment I saw th winner's name & face, I was like so angry+upset. [you shld know why luh.] It's like so obvious okayy, that psn confirm win one. & yes, he won luh. [whatever.] So didn't feel like eating at all. Threw awayyy my noodles. Hungryyy all th way until 12pm. Tskkk. { But I'm gladdd, at least, I've tried my best. } :D Last was tuition, I told her about it. Was super upset & emotional just now. Then someone, just got to pisst me off once again. Yeah, guess what he did? He complained that I talked a lot, ever since I reached home, kept talking& talking about th guy. So I said, 'That's cause' I'm sad what, if you were me, you wld feel th same wayyy okayy. Whatever luh, I shuttt uppp.' So didn't rly talk. In fact, I kept quiet for quite some time. Was rly angry+sad. In times like this, that person just got to get me even angrier. Tskkk. { Random } I've to face this truth, in some ways, whatever ways, that I'll never be with you. They said, 'When one door of happiness closes, another opens, but often we look so long at the closed door, that we do not see the one that has been opened for us.' It's true, I think I've been looking at th closed door, for too long, too long that I've failed to realise that it has closed. I thought it would start, and last somehow. I'm just day-dreaming, sth I can't rly deny. I know, I'm fighting against a losing battle. You know, th thought of giving it up is rly scaryyy. REALLY SCARY. Alright, call me a childish/dumb/crazy/[whatever-you-deemed-it-as.] girl. I am. Or rather, I behave like one. It has been quite a heart-breaking experience for me. Thanks, love. Cindy :D Labels: Fighting a losing battle sounds stupid./♥ I call it forever love. |
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