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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.

Cindy
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I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school, but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.

I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols, especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.

I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true, I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.

Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.


Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):

Aaron
Amanda
Benjamin
Berlyn
Cass
Celeste
Celestine
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Ciyue
Clara
Claire
Crystal
Dahlia
Edmund
Eileen
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Feiyun
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Fishy
Hajar
Huibing
Irene
Jacqueline
Jojo
Kailee
Kristine
Liluan
Lydia
Mindy
Rowena
Selene
Serene
Shaista
Shearin
Sweeny
Teresa
Tifanny
Xiaoyann
Yuli
Yu Ting
Yuqi
Zhimin
benevolence'07
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Saturday, November 29, 2008, 3:30 AM

Hiking today.
Though it's pretty tiring, but anw,
it's really fun.
Especially some of the games.


Yep, I enjoyed hiking pretty lot! ;D
I don't know why,
but I realised that during the hike,
I couldn't stand it,
&I felt that it's pure torture.
But when the hike's over,
I realised that I'm totally wrong.


Perhaps it's fun when you go 'thru this and that,
with your cca mates/friends.
That's why everything seemed so perfect. ;D
Aw, my legs are aching badly.
But it's not that bad though.
So, yep, ;D ;D ;D. Lol!


&the 'ketchup' thing was pretty hilarious okay!
'Catch up, catch up!'
'you ketchup, I chilli!'
'chilli, chilli!'
Laughs! (:


&weiqiang sir kept taking photos.
Tsk, he nothing better to do or smth?
And, he took me in the bus! -.-
Aw. I really hope he won't post it in his blog.




Was feeling quite sick now and then.
Lol, somehow.
One time I'm perfectly fine,
other times, I'm not feeling well.
Just what's wrong with me?
Anw, now I'm fine,
except for my legs! Aww.



Then one stupid thing happened today!
Shall not say it here or else,
I'm so gna be so embarrassed! xD



Lol, actually we could have won the thing.
I was thinking about the numbers at the side too!
But well, we shall jiayou the next time alright!
If there's another chance? ;D
Teehee, I'm very happy today! (;

Lol. Not really actually.
Anw, I'm gna off for dinner!
Perhaps going Centre point tmrw?
For now, I just want to care about my hungry,
grumbling stomach.
*ouch*
Goodbye people! ;D





I call it forever love.

Thursday, November 27, 2008, 3:06 AM

breaking away!





i love choir! ;D


woooooo. damnit cooooool!


you see the 'sun' between us? haha!



Yep, SingOut was a success!
*CLAPS*
I love vict theatre like very much! ;D
Don't know why, I just love it xD
Anw, ytd met up with twinny to get smth.
&we toured vivo and bugis.
Lol, after that meetup dora at compass.

We ate pizzahut!
My favourite restaurant! (:
Teehee, &th food there rocks okay!
Next time if anyone's going there,
ask me along too!
Yep, so we reached th theatre arnd 7.25pm.
I set my phone's time to 5/10mins faster.
So was hurrying her throughout,
thinking that we were late already.
But in th end we're not.

Went in and sat down, of courseee.
Then I was like telling her,
'Sit infront leh. Here sit th view sure not so nice de.'
Lol. Then suddenly she told me that she saw someone.
So i turned arnd, &yepppp, I saw someoneee! ;D
Aww. I didn't ask her change our seats already.
*grins*

Lol. I love th counting song a lot.
It's really cute! &I laugheddd!
HIHS Choir rocks a lot! ;

I love sitting lorry now.
'cause i love th wind! ;D

I'd thought you would be there for me,
when I needed someone to talk to,
someone to share my troubles with.
But you weren't there,
to tell me that everything's alright.




I call it forever love.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008, 2:47 AM

How's life been, people?
Mine's pretty boring. But, well, I'm still lovin' it you know.
Yeah, somehow. Which I don't know.
&I'm not interested to know. ;D


I've given up.
On playing that Sims 2 'cause,
I just believe that it's not th best game in th world,
so yeppp, gna hooked on other games.
Which I think I won't, 'cause when I said smth,
sometimes I don't mean it.
Well, sometimes. ;D






I'm going to Fahrenheit Concert,
I'm gna take as many pics as possible,
and as many close up pics as possible.
&post it all up. So yep, worth th wait right?
Hope I'm going to enjoy that concert.





I'm going Singout tmrw night.
&choose th best seat as possible! ;D
&&to spot some cute guys there.
*grins*
Lol. And perhaps take some pictures, huh?
It has been sometime, since I last posted pics.



Guess who I saw today?
But I only told Clara about it,
'cause I happen to be messaging her.
Lol, this is super random.




Christmas's coming! ;D
Excited? I'm quite exciteddddd.
For no reasons.
I maybe going my lovely aunt's house to celebrate.
It's at Orchard!
And i'm so going to stayover.
Maybe shall ask Mum and Dad to come also.
Or I shouldn't? Don't know.


I miss my brother!
Wonder how he's doing there?
The other time he told me New York snow-ed.
I'm jealous already broooooo!
Damnyou~
LOL.
Bet he's doing pretty well,
with his major and minors.
He took Law as a minor you know you know!
Law. It's my favourite topic/subject/whatever, fyi. ;D
Think he's having lots of stress too!
Aww, I'm so missing him.


I used to be telling him,
how much I disliked him cause his results so much better than mine.
Talking about him reminds me of, something.
&that is, I'm going to NY to find him in 2010~!
That's like few years away, still.
But, I feel so privileged! ;D




Forgetting you?
Just how long do I need to do that?
sometimes, i really felt like crying.


P.S :/ LUO ZHI XIANG ROCKS! Just so much. He's super cuteee! ;D




I call it forever love.

Sunday, November 23, 2008, 2:16 AM

Hey earthlings! :D

It has been 123456789 days since I last did a quiz.
Lol. I'm so gna do a quiz right now.
Tagged by Felicia my bestest girlfriend ever! ;D
Sorry uh fishy! Wait till now then do your quiz.
But I still love you, BFF! Many ♥s!(:


1.Who do you think the person who tagged you is like?
FELICIA! ;D (fishyyy!)
I think she's really my bestest friend,
whom I share my troubles& happiness with her.

2. What do you want most now?
I want, my Idol No.2 to talk to me.
Lol. It's impossible.
Yep, I want th impossible to happen,
how about that? ;D

3.Who is the person closest to you in school?
I don't know.

4.Do you hate your friends sometimes?
I'm not that xiao qi okay! ;D

5.Are you afraid of death?
Not really, don't see why I should.
It won't help much by fearing it.
You can't change your fate anyway.

6.Are you enthu?
When I really have the mood, I'll go super enthu. Hmm, watch out! (:

7.Describe yourself.
Emotional, random, happy, neutral, &have a lot of xin shi( Lol, can this be called one?:/)

8.Do you believe in eternal love?
I don't think so.

9.What are you dreading the most this year?
Him leaving, I think.

10.What do you enjoy doing the most?
Hanging out with friends(:

11.Who are/is the most important people/person in your life?
Family, friends&you-know-who.

12. Do you like your CCA?
See my mood.
When i'm happy, then cca is veryveryfun.
When i'm not, then cca is veryvery sian.
Laughs. ;D

13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
YEPPP!(:

14.Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
Lol. I'll answer you when pigs can fly.

15. Who do you live for?
For I don't know who.

16.Do you find life meaningless?
I don't know why life has to end though.
It's like super wonderfully cool.
At times, I felt that it's so meaningless.

17.What do you live for?
To meet th wonderful friends of mine! ;D


18.Who do you talk most to in school?
Friends. Don't come lame with me. -.-

19.Who is/are the last person/people you talked to on MSN?
FELICIA(snr) ;D ;D

20. What do you like?
Why should I tell you!

The 8 people chosen for this quiz are:
Anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone, anyone& ANYONE. (:



I'm going to Fahrenheit Concert 2008! ;D
It's on 19th Dec, Friday, 8pm by the way! ;D
I'm like so happy alright! ;D
'Cause I love their songs! ;D
And I'm going with YP! BFF of mine! ;D
Anyone going too? Lol!(:


But shyt.
Th next day will be most probably be having cca.
Aww! Then I need to prepare& all.
There goes my sleep, again.
Or should I skip? Lol!xD



&I tried playing Sims 2 also!
It's pretty fun.
But a lil confused.
Guess I'm a noob at it.
:/

Okay, I'm off to eat my dinner.
Am really hungry!
Goodbye! [:




I call it forever love.

Saturday, November 22, 2008, 2:37 AM

Eileen posted using my account.
Tsk, &she did it without asking me! Ni hen hao!
Anyway, thanks Eileen,
for helping me edit some stuff that went wrong in my blogskin.
Thanks a million! ;D




CONGRATULATIONS! ;D
And, as you may have already known,
our snrs championed th footdrill competition!(:
They did pretty well, which makes me so proud of them!
WELLDONEEE! ;D

Practice makes perfect,
&they have proven it! ;D
&th commanderrrrr did quite good,
very surprisingly right!
I didn't know that miracles do exist.
HAHAHA.



Somehow, with them winning th champion,
it means others are gna have high expectations of us,
for th next fdc.
Thinking about it makes me go crazy.
It's really stressing, you know.
:/



I realise some people visit my blog,
only to listen songs.
Lol. Random.



And lastly, i'm really glad to have been a part of it,
it has taught me many invaluable lessons,
which I guess I'll never forget for life.
Thanks a gazillion,
&though I'm still in th process of getting use to it,
but well, I'm sure one day I will.


Goodbye.
P.S:/I'm quite happy today. ;D

Lol, let's add smth extraaaaaaaaaaaaaa. ;D
I've missed out th PSLE results day,
but ohwell, I didn't plan to go there at first anw.
My ex-schl's top PSLE aggregate it's like,
271, by one guy called shin min.
Oh man, who's that?!
I guess I'm not close to my own jnrs.
I'm so bad right?
But, well, our batch still rocks right, Irene!
Beat this yr's batch, despite getting scolded for million times,
by some teachers. xDD




I call it forever love.

Thursday, November 20, 2008, 8:00 AM

HAHAHAH ! :D
Eileen Blogging in her Blog!
You Must thank me alot for helping you with your blogskin!
Alright I shall Post Smt Nice about her
ShhhShh , Cause she dont know i posting using her blog MUHAHA
Cindy is Nice & Pretty
Okay , I only can thingK of this 2 word :D
Hahaha , Alright BYE!




I call it forever love.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008, 12:05 AM

Nothing much to post lately,
as i've been pretty much cooped up at home,
rotting.




Tmrw's gnna be super fun, I'd predictedd.
I'm gng out with my cousin to catch a movieee.
And i'm treating her, lunch+dinner! =she's got to be honoured,
but she has to pay for both meals.
But I think it'll be th other way round,
which is like, she's treating me,
but I'm paying hers plus mine.





Okay, feel like changing blogskin.
Today's been rly tiring for me,
so I reckon it'll be today.
And it's pretty late now, got to turn in already,
as tmrw's gna be super busy.
Goodbye.



Random,

I wanted so much to tell you, you, you, you, you,
how i'm feeling inside.
There were times when our path crossed,
but said nothing at all.
Totally nothing.
I wanted so much,
to tell you that iloveyou.




I call it forever love.

Sunday, November 16, 2008, 5:44 AM

Shall post smth short today.


I wnt to complain about [ Friendster ]!
Like, what has happened to it?
After th superrr long maintainence,
all my friends are reduced to 0.
Zerooooooo.

Okay, feel like replying tags now.
Felicia- I guess I'd cheered up a lil already. Thanks for ur sweet concern!<3s
Ciyue- Haha. Feeling about th same after getting th uniform. Lil sad, I don't like it. Aww.
Shaista- Hey! I miss you lots too! haha, yeah cheeredup alr. Many many loves to you! <3
Rowena- Happy hols to you too! ^^
Eileen- Eileeeeeeeen! Haha, yeah actually your reply is quite true.. thnks for tagging ;D
Felicia- Hey! :D Takecare too. (:
Amira- Yeah we'll go out when im back most prob kay! & I miss y' like shit too! D;
Erny- Linked ya up! ;D
Irene- Yeah. Miss you loads. Havent meetup for quite some time.
Felicia- Yeah,was rly high ytd! Happy luh, &I'm glad myselfff tht im so happy for once after smetime. ;DD Takecare.


DONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
BETTER READ OKAY! ;D


Heard tht tmrw's prom for sec 4s.
Hope they'll have lots of fun then!

Everyday, I've been reflecting on things.
Here's some of things that I'd reflected for today.

If we can choose th way we're gnna live our life,
then it won't be called 'Life'.

Think about it.
Sound a lil confusing to me at first,
but somehow, i've thought 'thru it and it's not tht confusing after all.


Goodbye,
I have to move on with my life.
It hurts, who says it doesn't?
Well, I just need a lil more time.


There's more hurtful things tht's gna happen to me in future.
If I can't even get over such things,
how am I going to handle th rest in time to come?




I call it forever love.

Saturday, November 15, 2008, 8:32 AM

Hey.
Short post for today, most probably 'cause,
my mood isn't stable yet.
Or maybe not high enough to make a long,
grandmother story kind of post.
For whatever excuses of mine is,
too bad then. :P



To cut-short,
I went out with xxx to watch CHIHUAHUA[beverly hills].
Rly nice I tell you.
I'll give it a rating of 3/5,
don't ask why.
Then we go eat food court,
the food's rly nice! ;D


After that, we did a lil of 'smth extra' by,
doing (th-we-two-only-know-wht-we-did-ryt.)


Night time,
went cousin's house to audi.
Omgosh, my skills still as goooood as ever okay!
But still lose to her audi boyf who is like lv 17 clubber.
P.S : He got main.
Tsk tsk, obvious I'll loseee still. -.-
My score about 300k, his like what, 700k.



Overall, today rly spells fun.


Though *something* tht I've seen tdy makes me think of you,
still. Smth tht I can't really deny, I miss you.




I call it forever love.

Thursday, November 13, 2008, 4:13 PM

O Levels are over.
which also means,
every one's gnna leave the school rly soooooon.
That also means,
I won't get to see my lovely snrs anytime soon...
&of course, someone too!
Lol. I don't know why I keep on having this kind of funny feelings.
Feelings which I, myself, can't explain.
Funny right?
Lol.


Alright, I have been using laptop for the past few days.
And worse thing is tht, I've been using for more than 5hours.
Sigh. I have nothing much to do luh.
Probably that's the reason.



I'm rly bored I tell you.
Yesterday I slept at a pretty late time,
which is like arnd, 2plus am.
Busy helping mum with her paperwork.
Tsk. There's like a whole thick pile there.
But of course, I didn't do finish luh.
Too tired already.
Asked a noob to crack some jokes,
and he said must have the mood,
&th 'lightbulb'.
Lol.



Alright, nothing much to post todayyy.
Toodles! ;D



I just want to get out of this cruel world.
I shall not be too unhappy over it anymore.
It won't change anything.
Lol.


I really hope I can make it 'thru.




I call it forever love.

Wednesday, November 12, 2008, 2:38 AM

Hey.
Yesterday went out from like 4pm till 10pm.
Went to someone's birthday party.
Overall, it was rly fun.
And to celebrate her son's grand opening of restaurant also.
Woah. The restaurant is very grand,
though not very big.
I guess it must have cost a lot.
Lol. Rich ass.



Yep, initially thought cousins wld go,
was so high, but in the end,
they backed out.
Tsk, so it's like i'm kindof alone.
Anw, the food there were pretty delicious okay.
The party went well, was really happening.
And the cake made me go 'wow' btw.
It's hugeeeeee, or maybe tall?
Lol. But the cake's really nice.


Random:

I've been thinking a lot recently.
Don't know why I shld be unhappy over all those things.
They are things that I couldn't change.
Things that no matter how hard I want them to change,
still won't change.



Maybe it's just my imaginations.
I'm sorry, I don't know what else to say.
But i'm definitely not as strong as you think.
Is this how life suppose to be?
And that is to turn my life to such a state?
Well, I've really no idea.

Maybe they're just meant to be.

Toodles.
&takecare.



What's your problem,
I don't know why you have to come and interfere in my life.
And said all those stuff to me.
I rly don't wish to say anything about you.
But you force me to.
You are obviously trying to make me lose my temper.
But let me tell you kay,
I won't.
I don't think I'll,
I'm not as hot-tempered as you, by the way.
I don't need you in my life,
please don't come and mess things arnd.
You know it's already that bad,
yet you still want to make it worse.
I really got nothing much to say about you.




I call it forever love.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008, 1:30 AM

Okay, a short post for now.
Gng out shortly with my cousins,
going to a birthday party.
I love parties. :D
It's where that stops me from thinking too much,
for a while.
Crap, I love parties luh!
It's gna be funfun& fun, I have predicted.



Will reply tags next time,
thanks for all the lovely tags okays.
Manymany loves ;D




I call it forever love.

Sunday, November 9, 2008, 8:39 PM

Been having a lil moodswings lately.
Sigh, what's the wrong with me?


Alright, replying of tags shall be done now.

FELICIA--yeah, im going overseas, alright will takecare! <3s ;D
IRENE-- Lol, msged 'y already. <3s
FISHY-- hey, alright! Gosh, miss you like truckloads okays?! ;D ;D
EVELYN--Hi. O.o okays. (:
FELICIA-- yeahs, dont use comp for too long luh, not that goood.. HAHA! okay, shall have fun!
KRISTINE-- thanks. :)
CELESTE-- laogong! I'M GNA MISS YOU TOO! D:
CLARA-- Oh, rly? an expensive cca? I totally agree man. Damn expensive one. Gng indo&thai(:
WALDINA-- aiyo, you where got send me off? sad ley. D:
FELICIA--Haha, thanks for tagging. where got good luh, I dont like gng overseas sometimes..
DORA-- LOL. -.- Okay! I'll relink when i'm dng my relink-ing and such. tyvm :D
WALDINA-- will miss you all too!
CLAIRE-- Haha. diff colour what, &diff kind also luh! Alright.Will have a nice trip. ;D
CLARA-- Yeah, I was at the airport. [:
FELICIA-- can still see ya in schl? That's goood! :D :D :D :D :D Aha, alrighty!
EILEEN-- okays! ;D
FELICIA-- nope, not back yet. next next wk i'll be back alr! <3s&see you soon in schl!



Alright, think will update when I'm in spore.
My train of thoughts seems to have disappeared.
Live each day like it's your last,
only then you won't have regrets for things that you've failed to do.

Toodles alright! ;D




I call it forever love.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008, 6:58 PM

I reckon will be posting later.
So I decided to post now.
Today's gna be my 2nd busiest day.
(tmr's the busiest, haha.)
Lol, ltr at 1 gna go compass thr buy stuff for stjohn uniform.
Why everytimeee need to buy this& that for sjab one?





You know i'm super busyyy lately.
Lol, not super,
uh, its like, super x100.
Okay, IT'S SATURDAY!
The day i'm flying off.
I know no one's gna miss me.


Lol, truth to say, I'll miss many frnds here.
Especially, you& my _____.
They're the 2 most important persons in singaporeee currently.
<333333333s>
I'm suffering from temporary hyper-active disorder,
like someone elseee right now, huh?



I MISS EVELYN!
be honoured I've typed this kayyy, lovely! <3


By the wayyy, I'll be flying to New York in 2010.
That's when I'm sec 3.
Gosh, that's very farawayyy okay!
Though I don't like taking long, (I-think-boring) flight,
but I'm still rly looking forward to it!
To meet my dearest brother of course,
I think by then it'll be his last year in uni already.
He said his uni is rly beautiful,
thr's hotels, waterfalls, botanic garden,
ALL INSIDE THE UNI.
I'M JEALOUS! D:
how I wish I could go to th same uni as him.
I guess, only raffles freaks can make it there.
Uh, no offenceee.




Looking forward to saturday!
& th New York trippp!
I think I'm gna ask him teach me,
maths& science& geog&hist& EVERY SUBJ!
Okay, the end of my exaggeration.


[Random]

what's happening around me?
It seems like, I'm always th last to know th problem.
I wanted to runaway from what seems like never ending troubles,
but it's impossible.
Is it worth it to give up the whole forest,
all because of one tree?
Somehow.
Maybe it is worth the wait.
No.
I don't know.




I call it forever love.

1:38 AM

heyyy ;D


at dora's houseee now,
dng hist proj for sjab.
argh, its so harddd.
Anw, not gna dwell on it.
Halfwayyy thru' the the projecttt already.
To get the whatever-badge, i forgot. :D



i'm gna go home arnd 6 later,
after having dinner.
urghhh~
anw, i'm gng overseas this saturday.
after sjab, of courseee.
Ohya, it's 7:55pm flight by the way,
so make sure you're there at the airport to send me off kayyy!
Lol, joking luh ;D


Tags replied here!

WALDINA - yeah, first tagger, i'm honoured, twinny. ;D
CELESTE - hey laogong! yeah, haha, 2nd tagger. (:
EVELYN - hey thereee! alright, outing soon kayyy ;DD yeppp, hols suckkkk sometimeee. :D
KRISTINE - thanks alot xD
ZM - yeppp, like finally! phew, anyway, thanks.
CLARA - it's backkk. Lol, thanks then! I know you miss tagging me. HAHA. xD
SHAISTA - hey, thanks.
WALDINA - haha! loyal tagger.(;
FELICIA - HELLO! haha, thanks! alright will, you takecare too!<3>
DORA - Hey! Yep, i know you miss tagging me, that's why. Lol, joking. :]
FELICIA- HELLO! Nice to know you too! Haha, i've linked you too! ;P
CELESTE - laogong((: Lol.

Done with replying tags! ;D
Okay, I'm gng off soon,
so yep, goodbye for now.



I miss you, ________




I call it forever love.

Tuesday, November 4, 2008, 3:58 AM

Hey, changed blogskin.
It's nice, right?
Lol, I think it is, it's simpleee, kindof.



Anw, today was quite a bore.
As in, seriously nothing much to talk about.
Lols, I really have not much mood to post.
My train of thoughts is fading,
so yeah will be posting tmrw I guess.


For now, let me have my dinner first.
Cindy's hungryyy.
*stomach growling*
So, toodleeeees! :D




I call it forever love.

Sunday, November 2, 2008, 2:36 AM

quite pissed off with maths...

this one so scaryyy~

:D :D :D



Hey'all!
Went to watch HSM3 again with dora& jazreel.
I'm talking about um, last wednesday?
Lol, I know it's quite sometime ago,
but hey, its worth talking about it since i've nothing much to talk about.
Meet them at compass,
trained to dhoby.
Reached thr around 2plus,
bought th 4.20 show.
Yeah, so we walked arnd th whole of plaza sing,
for about 2hrs I believeee?
Anw, must rly thank jazreel for,
finding out tht the time on our tickets are printed wrongly.
If not, we couldn't watch th show at all!
Thanks Jazreeeeeel. ;D
Lol, holidays suck quite big timeee actually.
I'd rather thr's school.
I think I've failed to cherish those times in school,
&now, complaining here& there.
:/
[random]

I think holding on makes us strong.
But is it rly true? Or is it, letting go instead?
It rly depends right.
If you can let go of someone,
then I think letting go makes us strong.
If you can't,
does it means holding on makes a psn strong?
It's rly hurtful to hold on for nothing,
and unable to let go.
Love's a miracleee.
It can make you go :D ;D :D ;D
smiling all over.
It can also make you go D: D; D: D;
crying all over.
True love is never ending.




I call it forever love.

Tagboard.
Hello youyouyou. :)

Reminiscence.
Flashbacks of the past.