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Tuesday, December 30, 2008, 5:10 AM
Though the concert wasn't meant to last, but at least.. It's what that had me smiling throughout. &that's what really matters to me. I love Fahrenheit a lot!! ;D ;D I'm trying to keep this post short& sweet. Lol, the sweet is just an extra word, 'cus it sounds so shun to me! ( I know I'm super extra :P ) Short& sweet! Aww, doesn't that sound sweet? ^^ So in summary/as far as I could remember, friday went school but did nothing much. Then we proceeded to Dora's housyy to do th souvenirs! ;D We had lots of fun there I swear! Lol. Quite luh ;D Saturday, pretty much cooped up at home. Did a lil studying, so on& forth. Poor me, I know. But... Sunday went out again! With NDearieee! ;D We did aimless shopping.. Well, it's super fun kay! Chatted, joked, did everything that we could ever think of. Yeah, let's find sometime to go out again. (: Love her truckloads, really! Monday went out again! With Dora! Watched YES MAN, was pretty hilarious I swear! I'll give it a rating of 2.5 out of 5? Contradicting huh, but it's super funny. A should watch show I must say. ;D Today went her housy to do th souvenirs again. There's two funny parts, which I said something then Claire& Dora laughed like I-don't-know-what. Actually, is it funny? Maybe? Only they know what. Don't leak out okay! (It's top secret~!) Tmr going her housy again, I believe we can finish everything by tomorrow. I think I just made a long& sweet post. Aww. But it's okay. 'Cus I've already tried to summarize many things. That's all people. Toodles. Because I know if I'd ever have the chance to open my heart& see, you wouldn't be there. I call it forever love. Thursday, December 25, 2008, 4:44 AM
Today's a pretty much not that boring day.! ;D(Oh yeah.) Yesterday's christmas eve. But it wasn't as wonderful for me. 'Cus of some things that happened ytd's night. What a spoiler, thanks to them& someone. But anywaaay, *Skip. Feel like changing blogskin& blogsongs. Yeah. Kinda bored of the current one. Lol, when I'm not lazy, I'll do altogether at once. No piccys for today 'cus I'm too lazy to wait for them to be uploaded. Sigh, I'm so lazy nowadays. Oh before I forget. Merry Christmas to everyone on Earth! (: I know it's sorta late, but it's still today okayokayokay. There's cca tomorrow. Lol, they said no more cca after that day. Till around January? But actually, there are kaaay. So its like all year round. Haha, nice nice nice(?) Next year gna be a senior already. You can say that I'm not at all excited about it. I'd rather forever be a sec one. 'Cus expectations, be it cca wise, or academic wise, are gnna be higher, higher& HIGHER. Partly of another reason also. Which I think you know what. (Hints?) Sigh. I miss xxx& cousins& relatives& friends. Talking about, xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx I have nothing much to tell you, except for I miss you. *Slaps Lol, goodnight& have a happy x'mas today! ;D When everything go back to their starting points, I call it forever love. Wednesday, December 24, 2008, 4:51 AM
There, I've uploaded fahrenheit concert's piccys. Lol, I only uploaded a few, so that I still can upload the rest in the few more posts to come! Aw, how smart I am ;D HAHA. Oh, I also said I wna elaborate about the day's details right? Lol. Yeah. In short, I went to meet Eileen& Jasmine(her friend:D) at vivo. Then we proceeded to kallang mrt. Waited for Yp's father to come fetch us from there. Waited, waited& waited, for gazillion hours. But in the end still make it 'in time'. Yep. Concert ended. Eileen& I went to hire a cabby. Then home sweet home (: By the way, ytd went to find twinny& laogong, after that went for the stjohn party. It was quite okay? Alright, toodles all! &MERRY CHRISTMAS's EVE! ;D I call it forever love. Saturday, December 20, 2008, 4:37 AM
I'm back from FAHRENHEIT CONCERT!Like, today kay! Cus I reached home at 1plus. Lol ;D As promised, I've taken quite a number of piccys there. Waiting to be uploaded luh. Lol, but due to my current laziness, I won't be uploading today! ;D But don't wrry, I'll still keep my promise. Maybe they'll be uploaded in one of my next posts. So, worth the wait right?(: Shall elaborate in details th next time on what happened ytd, probably by next few posts/&with piccys. *Skip FAHRENHEIT CONCERT WAS SUPER HAPPENING! ;D ;D ;D Oh man, I think you'll regret if you didn't go luh! D: We were so high ytd! Right, YP!![: Kay, I'm still a lil not-feeling-well today. But uhm, left with the evil headache& 'blurry' sight& muscles are all in PAIN. Head kept spinning today. Slept all the way from ytd's 2plus. Till today's around 6pm? Gosh, I'm such a pig, HAHAHA. Lol, but I guess it's partly 'cus I'm sick luh. Kay, will talk about everything when i'm better, which hopefully be by next post. (Cus you all can't wait, right? ;P) *Cross fingers I'm very tired, both physically& emotionally. I didn't know who to turn to. When I needed someone to talk to. Night readers! ;D! I call it forever love. Thursday, December 18, 2008, 4:26 AM
Yoyoyo people!! ;D'Hu-hu!' Back to my slf. Haha, shan't think too much for now. Or for as long as I can. Lol, anyway thanks for the tags all~ Loveyouallalot!<3 Don't have to love me back though. Lol? Today had the so-called activity, or was it? Anyway, was okayokay. Shan't elaborate 'cus seriously nothing to elaborate okay. Or there are? Call me a lazyyybum then. xD Kay, is it suppose to be good news time or bad news? 'Cause I've both right now. Bad news is that I'm officially sick. Damnit. Suddenly got the flu& fever soon after. Wish me some 'getwellsoon' people! Don't curse me instead kay kay kay! :P The good news is that.. I'm so gna go FAHRENHEIT CONCERT TOMORROW. You know I'm saving the best for the last. So bad news came first. Oh no! But I'm sick, hopefully I'll still be okay tmrw. Even after the 0730AM till 11AM( I think. ) cca preparation& stuff. Yepppp. That's about it. Goodygoodynight! ;D I hate thinking too much into things, I should just let nature take its course/accept the things I can't change. &be happy like how I'm always am. (?!) I call it forever love. Monday, December 15, 2008, 4:16 AM
I'm sorry but I've to say this.Definitely ain't in the best of mood today. Perhaps you can say, I'm currently in one of the worst mood that you can ever witness. I shan't blame it too much on anything. I think I need to find things to keep me occupied, &stop thinking beyond what's reality man. I'm SIGHing now/: And what I'm gnna type below are some of my thoughts, though I did say, 'Bringing down everyone's mood ain't my job.' , but well, I can't control my emotions I must say. Sometimes, I thought I'm getting on fine. Yes, I seem to be fine, from the expression on my face. Of course, you don't want me to walk on th streets frowning, do you? That's gnna be so (asdfghjkl) okay. So you know now whether I'm okay or not. I wanted so much not to be in this helpless state, yet, I don't have the ability to hide everything inside me. & live on my life like as if I've no xin shi and so on. I wish I've such ability, that wld be perfect. Even if I have such ability, I'll only be hurting myself even more, won't I? I think this one sounds true. Sometimes we need to stop reminiscing the past, stop planning and thinking about the future, stop trying to figure out how we really feel inside, stop deciding with mind what we want our heart to feel. 'Cus at times we just have to go with. Whatever happens, happens. &accept the reality. Yes, I do accept some changes in my life, &continue to move on from one change to another. Just that in a not-so-nice way, like with a negative attitude/w sad feelings& so on. So here I am, back to like what I were before, again. Perhaps I should just let go of what I can't change, yeah, easier said than done. Even if I cried for 1, 10, 100 or 1000 times, does it really matter? (found this somewhere, it says.) Life is like an hourglass. Eventually, everything hits the bottom, &and all you have to do is wait it out until, someone comes along and turns it around. Isn't it? Times like now, my life's like that, in which everything hit the bottom, & waiting for something to turn it around. I'm not stopping you. Fly. Fly as far as you could, 'cus deeep down I know, the further you fly, the better it is for me. Though that isn't what I really wanted. I can't comprehend why all these have to happen. Setbacks in life aren't things that we can avoid, yet..... I'm still feeling as confused, losing my sense of directions in life. I'd never regretted. 'Cus you taught me something, that no one else in the world would have taught me. I'll keep that lesson learnt from you, etched in my mind forever. Even if there's no forever, I'll still remember hard. Reality is after all, the real things that everyone has to accept. I can't neither hide, nor run away. I've yet to sort out all my thoughts& feelings. I really want to sort it all out, a.s.a.p. Again, it's easier said than done. Love like you've never been hurt, because every sixty seconds you spent upset, is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. &Each time I said nothing else matters, I meant it. Can't you see that I'm trying, trying my utmost not to be like this? Nights all! ;D I call it forever love. Sunday, December 14, 2008, 10:49 AM
HELLO THERE! ;DHaha, it's almost 3AM now! &I'm still online at such hour, despite th fact that I'm gna have tuition at 11AM tmr! ;X Lols, but it's alright luh, should be able to wake up. I realised that the show bu liang xiao hua is actually, quite touching you know! Freakn' love it now, HuHu! Lol. Random words I got from th show, hahaha. Kinda emotional today, so contradicting to what I've typed above right? Sigh. But I can't keep sighing all th time. Lollls. My main reason for posting is for that ND of mine. Tsk, she's such a noob! Kept calling me naughty. When it's th other way round okaaay! ;P Been chatting w her till this unearthly hour luh, better hao hao de xie xie wo okaaay. Loveherstill<3! She's cute& very not noob! Lol. It's th other way round actually, xD That's about it. Won't post too much emotional. Bringing down everyone's mood ain't my job. Good morning love ones!! Toodles, shall have my morning sleep soon. I call it forever love. Saturday, December 13, 2008, 5:11 AM
You know what?I thought I didn't update for 123456789 days. When it's threeeeee days only ;D So today there's this annual zone presentation!(: Shan't elaborate on everythinggg. (You won't expect to do that, right?) The food there's not bad, that's what I can comment about food. It's 'free', so it's considered veryverygood already! ;D Or is it not free? I don't know, *blehs* ;P &I think the ballroom also not bad, quite grand, though not as grand as I've expected, but still quite grand. But it's kinda smallllllll, for a ballroom. Anywaaaaay, that's not important. ;D The songs played there superrr nice. Some are my all time favourite songs! Okay, the boots kinda killed me today. (dddaaaammmnnnyyyooouuuuu, boots) I think my leg's there got a mark, which I believe it's cause of the black boots. It needs time to heal, &lucky no activity this coming 2weeks. ;D *jumps high on the bed* With the exception of the preparation for orientation, of courseeeee. You know what? The date's of th fahrenheit concert is NEARINGGG. Lols, is This Friday! (: I'm so juuuuumping for joyyyy now. Uh. Maybe not that high. But still, *!!!!!!!* Lolllls. Anyway, I'm gna upload pics, don't worry. That's my promise okaaaaay, peeople! ;D ;D
&travel round the world. How nice would it be, right? I told myslf, if ever, there's a chance to go overseas, I won't hesitate any longer. (If there enough $ to pay also.) I won't. I'm really tired of doing something for nothing kkaaaay, I wanted so much to stop. Yet, something's stopping me from it. Okay, this part is for someone[: Hey xxx! (: It's the little things that you did have made my life brighter. Though it may seem like nothing to others, but to me, in someway or another, they meant really a lot to me. Thanks for your lil' encouragement or funny jokes, to cheer me up when I'm totally down. Though they didn't really cheered me up much, but at least they did help a lil'. You made me realise what true friendship beholds. You did! ;D *Jumps for joyyyy* Thank you very much! LOVEYOU<3! A long post! *SCREAMS* Lol. Goodnighty. I call it forever love. Wednesday, December 10, 2008, 5:16 AM
I'm just gna reply tags now.Up to you to read, but I still hope you'll read. ERNY:D Hey, thanks for tagging yeah. (: FELICIA Helloooo& you're super welcome. &I fell asleep too. Anw, loveyoutoo<33333 WALDINA Heyhey, yp Hey there. Yepp, enjoyed myslf as well. Thanks BFF for spending th day w me! ;D Loveyoulots,<33333333333 lydia Haha,okay. Welcome. (; clar; Hi clara! Lol, missing you right now.. Comebacksoon, ;D claire Thanks for tagging then. [: yp LOL, you so noob, anyhow guess confirm wrong luh ;P LRM Hey there, ERNY:D Heyheyhey, again. Haaha. FELICIA Lollll,I love chatting with dearieeeeee too<33333333! ERNY:D Know why? 'Cause it's somewhat like th owner, bright& bubbly kay?! Lol, xD ERNY:D Your tag is superrr cool lahhhh, loveyou<3 Eva. I miss you also, &enjoy your hols too. Meet you in schl next yr uh. ;D Done. Having second thoughts about the England trip, I don't know why either. Anyway. Goodnight. I call it forever love. Tuesday, December 9, 2008, 7:39 AM
I feel so useless.I feel so childish. At times, I really think I've so many troubles. And the stupid thing is that, I don't know who to turn to. To have some heart to heart chat or something. I'm dying to tell someone that something. But... Sighs. There are so many reasons holding me back. Damnit. I'm feeling super helpless these days. Damn, I shouldn't be this way. I want back the happy& hyper me, like so much. I don't know anything about my feelings now. It's.. Somehow more than words can describe. Time& again, I kept staring into blank spaces, and here I am, back into square one. Time flies, really. &I've yet to sort out my thoughts. I know I'll be okay soon. Everything's alright, right? But I'm starting to doubt so. Anw, it's late now. Gna go sleep real soon. Goodnight people. Let's end this off with a smile, ;D! I call it forever love. Monday, December 8, 2008, 4:40 AM
I reckon there'll be any goody news today.'Cause I'm moody again, like yesterday. Was pretty amazed at how I hid it so well yesterday. No, not-so-well I mean. Lol, anyway, that's how I shall end the first paragraph. Chatting with my bestest girlfriend ever now. (So, don't disturb.) Lol, actually now no one disturbing me, except her. Tsk, she's really a noob you know! Shan't really say why, I don't know how to explain it here. Anw, love her as much (as girlfriend) ;D fishy talked to me just now, &I made one conclusion out of it. She was telling me just now, SHE : '' eh you know this yr's batch got alot ppl stead you knw? '' ME : '' Haha! Omg, really? Oh, why ley? '' SHE : '' Got one guy damn funny leh. '' ME : '' Funny? Lol. Like what? '' SHE : '' He stead xxx for 2 months then ditch her already. '' ME : '' Walao.'' SHE : '' Cus he thinks her attitude sucks. '' ME : '' So I conclude that, the way to know how sucks a person's attitude is, STEAD WITH THE PERSON!! '' Lol, &I think I'm quite lame by saying that, but somehow it's true okay. In some ways. I love texting Felicia at night, 'cus she can keep me company. By texting me, till I fell asleep, but I think she fell asleep first. HAHA. Loveyou<333333 Ohya, I realised that I like him like shit. I call it forever love. Sunday, December 7, 2008, 3:25 AM
Hi there! ;DSeriously don't know what to post. '' Really, reaalllllly! '' '' It's like today out of sudden, have tuition work to do laaaaaaaaaaaHHHHH... '' '' Superrrrr sian, will take my timeee to do it(: Okay, I shall begin my post now.. '' So, '' Yeppp, I shall stop talking to myslf. Crazyyygirl, shutupppppppppp! '' '' YIPPIEEEEEE! *smiling awayyy* '' & there goes this super crazy girl. ;D Find this whole damn thing very 'LOL'. But this is my newly created way, to sort of, waste away the blanks which I don't know what words to be used, to fill the whole blanks in. Hahaha, &'' you rock man! '', oh really? Thankyouthankyou. xD Life at home has been pretty hectic, that's something to joy about, yeah? At least, I'm not as bored like how I used to. &great news, to myslf. I can go out already, un-banned! But well, I won't go out still though, '' Cannot la, what if I'm banned again!/:'' So I won't go out. ;D See my mood, reallyyyyy. I'm moody today, by the way. 'Cause suddenly thought of something superrr mood-killing. '' Who cares? Everyone has moodswings kay. '' You can't stop thoughts from flowing into your brain, so it's perfectly normal, to have one. Rlly thought this year would turn out pretty fab, but no, not-so. Yesterday night, I kind of teared myself to sleep. The thought of losing something quite impt to my life, can make me cry. The conclusion is, I can't control my emotions well. Lol, but I would rather to say goodbye to it, smiling, than frowning/crying/sad emotions. '' Stop talking about it, pleaseee. '' Okay, I won't continue, so, continue smiling, don't frown because you've read this part. (: &This part is to some friends of mine. I know, we're drifting apart from each other. I'm not really certain if you still treat me as your friend, or a friend in disguise? Which one do you treat me as? It's like, when I want to catch up with you, then you would remember me back, &so on. What's the use if our friendship works that way? Frankly speaking, I had rather not to have a friend like you. '' Nonono, just hope that you can get my point luh. '' I'll remember the times we had spent together, though ;D Maybe you don't value our friendship as much as I do. You've changed, friend. The way to cherish anything is to realise that it might be lost, perhaps you'll only understand what I'm talking about, when one day I'm not around. '' Choy x infinity. '' *SCREAMS* What a long post! I feel a sense of accomplishment, Y-A-Y! ;D Sorry to have taken some of your time. Heehee, *grins* Goodbye. I call it forever love. Friday, December 5, 2008, 6:58 AM
Decided to have a post.It'll be a short one I guess. Went ikea just now, bought a pink-coloured chair for my study table. &I so love the colour, so bright ;D Somehow it brightened the whole room, just like what I had hoped. HAHAHA. I wonder if I did the right thing, really. I kept telling people about it, &I wonder if I should have told them all about it. But again, I don't see any harm telling them. *thinking in progress* I felt like, much better though. Like, at least I've shared it with friends arnd me ;D I felt like I've did some big thing or kindof thing. &why do I have two 'I felt like' sentences. Just so weird. Anyway, I felt like, crying. Out of happiness or sadness, well, I'm not too sure about that. Basically, what I want to say is, my whole post seemed so weird! Alright, goodnight all. P.S/: I think ZDW is quite cute/shuai! (: (He's a celebrity, don't think too much ;D ) I call it forever love. Thursday, December 4, 2008, 5:06 AM
Watched zuan jiao yu dao ai' just now.Superrr nice I tell you. Today's episode rllyyy touching luh! Almost cried, but I didn't. If not, I confirm will xia suayy myself right. ;D But it's a very nice show! Tmrw shall be the last episode, I'm so not gna miss it, of course. Teehee, I'm pretty bored today. Well, somehow. I'm going IKEA tmrw! To buy a chair to put in the study room. For me one btw. I'm so touched ;D Awwwww. Yeah, &I'm going there for lunch perhaps. Or maybe dinner. Shall see what time!(: Okay, back to topic. I'm so bored today, like there's nothing much to do, at home alone. That's what that makes it worseee/: Anw, I've survived 'thru, still. Many thanks to my PSP! ;D Oh talking about it, I challenged DJ Max with a noobass ytd! Haha, but he's not as noob as I'd thought him to be! It's like his first time playing it luh, but still won me for about 3/4 rounds. But he's very noob, guess what he told me? 'Haha. If your score higher than mine by 30k then I call you pro...' Just how lame can a person like him get! Tsk, he's just forever that childish, not wanting to admit that he lost to me luh. Teehee, we played a total of 30games ;P &thanks to someone uh. I ended up sleeping superrr early, like, 3am. Thanks huh~! Okay, it's time for me to do some work. Like, cleaning the house or such. Goodnight people. ;D Why, do you have to do this to me? But, I really got to thank you, who made me realise how silly I've been all along.. I call it forever love. Wednesday, December 3, 2008, 6:54 AM
Okay, I felt a lil better now. Hopefully it'll last. ;D Went out with Irene&Tiff today. Watched Beverly Hills Chihuahua! For th second timeee, (referring to myself) ;D Yep, this time I understood th whole show better, from far view. Don't jealous okay, our seats are somehow, BEST SEATS! :D Rllyyy, th view seemed like th best. Yep, bought tickets &went to find Mindyyy!(: She looked so shocked to see me. Lol! Chatted with her a lil then went off already. Ohya, I realised some things which are pretty random. `It took quite some time for th MRT to travel from, Outram Park to Harbourfront, if you'd realised? `Guys are better at consoling people than girls. (Sometimes.) which makes me hoping for a close guy frienddd, someone whom I could communicate with. ;D Okay, that's about it. I'd wished you could talk to me. I call it forever love. Monday, December 1, 2008, 4:46 AM
![]() Sometimes, I'd wished there's some place quiet, for me to let all my troubles& feelings& thoughts out. Isn't that place nice? I rllyyy want to go to such places, sit by the river or smth, perhaps with some friends, &let everything out. But I don't even think I've such friends to start with. Sigh. What should I do? I think my moodswings are back, so unfortunately. Somehow, kept thinking of something now&then. Lol, but don't worry, I won't show it out too much. I shall keep it to myself... At least, it's better this way, kindof guilty to let others worry for nothing. Ohya, rllyyy sorry! If accidentally I've spilt some of my moodswings out. I've this superrrrr serious bad habit. Going out tmrw! ;D With Dora, accompany her to shop for some clothes. I reckon I'll buy many things, though I love shopping more than anything.(exaggerating) Lol. Sounds so irony right? Anw, hope can see Felicia, &take some pictures with her? She's rllyyy veryyy friendlyyy I tell you! Gosh, I think it's my first time coming across such frienddd/senior! ;D She's like superrrrrrrrrr nice! ;D Okay, enough. I'm so exaggerating luh but it's true anyway! &let's see if i will be so suayyy meet some noob tmrw!(: Goodbye. Hope I'll enjoy tmrw's day out. Sorry! I know this post is emotional, kindof. Bear with it xD Next post shouldn't be so emotional. ;D Isn't LOVE, is all about selfless giving, and expecting no return? All I'd ever wished is just... I call it forever love. |
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