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Wednesday, January 7, 2009, 2:46 AM
Hey there.Today felt kinda emotional. So I suppose this post's gnna be emotional too. Don't read if you don't want/feel to. Something's weighing on my mind nowadays. Or maybe it has been all along ever since last year onwards. I don't know how long I've been thinking about it. &what's worse? I don't have the slightest idea on who to turn to. It's not only that by the way. You should know what I meant by that. It's something else too. Sigh, I really don't know what to do.. Am I regretting it now? Regret that _________ all along. I've been so childish thinking that ________ . But in the end, who's the one who'll end up crying? Isn't it myslf? By th way again, it's not that I'm talking about right now. So don't make wild guesses. Sometimes I really wished there's gna be someone arnd me, whom I can share my troubles with.. But whenever I scrolled down my contact list, everyone whom I'd thought I'm close to, actually not. I mean, in reality, they aren't that close to me after all. At the end of the day, I just have to keep every single thing to myslf, &thinking.. What should I do next? If only my brother was here, then I think I'll tell him my current trouble. 'Cus he knows how I think& so on, &perhaps, he can give me some directions in life. I believed he'd once gone 'thru what I'm going 'thru right now. (Though I'm not very close to him...) Yes, at times, I really want to tell my BFFs about it. 'Cus they are the ones who can truly understand me. &are able to give me the advices I need to overcome everything. And I mean it. But now, I'm not that sure if I can tell them about my current trouble, that's like all along been in my mind... 'Cus firstly, they have their own stuff to do. &they don't know what's really happening arnd me. So, after thinking twice, I don't think I'll tell them.. It's not that I don't trust th 2 of them by th way. ;D I teared ytd's night, and ytd's ytd's night. I know it's childish to cry. But if you'd really known what's my trouble, maybe you'll understand why I cried. I miss you love. I call it forever love. |
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