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Thursday, January 22, 2009, 3:07 AM
Kayyy, I shall briefly type out what happened on second& third days of camp.Second day; Morning PT quite boringgg. Had to do canteen duty for the breakfast. So yeah, went to do our duty, &so, we didn't get a chance to practice our mass dance! What a wasteeeee. After that, it was time for station games. Quite fun, except for that freakn' caterpillar game. To me, it sucked like much. Night time. CAMPFIRE! My long-awaited CAMPFIRE! We're like the last class to perform. Lol. &I'm super& very zi high during that time. Ya, now my voice changed already, hope will be normal again soon. ;D Last day; Nothing much. Did morning PT& flag raising. Eat. Food was 'very the nice' to me, don't know why. Then cheered around, area cleaning, & that's all? Lol. So we didn't win the best class, best camper, best psl.. But it's okay, it's alright, 2hum 2hum fight, fight, fight! ;D 2 hummies still the best class deep down in my heart! Lol. (: &you can choose to ignore this part. I don't know why I'm thinking of you, when I'm not supposed to. Why do life have to work in this way? Who knows how hurt I was when I've realised that, things aren't as simple as I'd thought? Fact is, no one. But so what if they had knew it? They still can't really cheer me up totally. 'Cus it takes time.. I once wanted to cry out loud, but even if I've shed tears for you, will it ever change how things are? No, nothing will change. I'll just feel worse than before. If we can't talk like good friends, might as well be total strangers.. 'Cus rather than see-ing myself gettin' distracted so easily, it's better not knowing you at all. Though I'm saying it in a very very very very very reluctant way, but wouldn't things be better off that way? I don't know, but I think so. Sometimes I did think to myself, was it a right decision to tell you how I really feel? Yes, some told me that it was just a one-sided love. They may be right, &there's nothing wrong with that! You can't always expect love to be two-sided, you know. You'd never tried to understand how I really feel. So do you have the slightest idea how terrible I once felt? Never in your life right. Besides, there's no reason why you have to. I don't want to go 'thru this any longer. I'd enough of it.. Yes, like as if I could just forget& run away from it, as& when I wish to. Like I could.. I've got nothing left to say. What more could be done& said? And anyone, just anyone, if you can enlighten me, that would be best. Labels: Love's freaking blind. I call it forever love. |
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