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Leaving so soon? ):
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Saturday, February 28, 2009, 3:34 AM
Sorry for not updating! Lols, I'm quite lazy these days you know.. But I'm not today! ;D Stjohn today. Wasn't like I had expected. Yeah.. And today we had home nursing lecture! It wasn't boring at all, &I learnt quite a lot of things. Then some things happen luh, though not major, but I felt bad.. Didn't expect it to be like this now, is it my fault this time..? Actually things aren't that bad, I just don't know why why why & why it's like that now! So troubled, don't know who to talk to about it.. )': Overall was okay. ;D I've so much homework currently, &wondering if I could finish them. My current aim is, to finish them by tonight. Even if it means I have to sleep past midnight.. So that tomorrow would be able to wake up later, & wouldn't be too stressed out by homework. Hope that I could achieve my aim though. ;p By the way, I didn't change my blogskin the other time. Only today then change. Think some things cropped up at the blogskin thingy. For now, I just wanna have a simple blogskin.. I wish life could be better, & I also wish that friends around me would be more understanding. So that I can find more friends to trust whom I can speak everything to. Yenping will be my No.1 as of now. [: I do wish fishy could be my No.2, but I'm not sure for now 'cus she has been neglecting me, (for her studies-.-). Sigh. ): You know she gets 5th in the level last year, and whenever I wanna talk to her, she'll say ' I busy now. Later talk to you :) ' or things similar to that.. (That was last year.) Hope I could catch up with her as soon as possible, &go her house to TALK to her. Lol, she huh.. fishyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy, I want my old fishy back.. I seriously think that you've somehow changed now. Prove me wrong, (will you?!) Many thoughts on my mind, unsure of what step to take next. That's basically how I'm feeling now/recently.. Goodnight peeopleeeeeee, (: Why.. I couldn't believe such misunderstandings could happen. Sometimes I thought we were close, sometimes not. Tell me why, you made me feel this way. &things aren't as bad as (you all) thought.. I didn't want our relationships to be this way, I just wish (you all) will understand. Because (you all) think that I changed, that's why (you all) thought that it's my fault.. & I don't know why (you all) said those words, gave those expressions. (you all) left me clueless. I don't know what to do now.. I wished that I could explain everything to them, but I don't know where to start, for I don't even know what's wrong now. (the 'you all's only referring to few people, not that many actually.) Labels: I wish that everything's alright. I call it forever love. |
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