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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.

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I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school, but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.

I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols, especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.

I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true, I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.

Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.


Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):

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Thursday, March 26, 2009, 12:33 AM

I don't know why I felt so wrong now.
Or maybe these few days. 
I think I know, just that.. Don't feel like saying out.
We know too. 'cus we're feeling the same way.



So what even if I've told the whole world about it?
Nothing will change just b'cus of that.
Sigh. Cried so many times over it. &I know it's childish,
don't bother reminding me. (-.-)
But hey, of course you'l think it's childish, 
but to me/us, it's not at all. 
You might understand some day when you're going 'thru the same feeling.


I wonder why tears are even rolling down on my face.


If only I knew it earlier.
Things wouldn't be as bad as of now,
or rather should I say, 
I wouldn't have felt so depressed?
Because if I've known it earlier,
everyth would not even be in this state.
I c u c i c. Feeling really damn i-c-u-i-c-u-ed up. 
Btw, it's the f word if you still can't figure it out. -.-


OHYES, I'm fine. Very fine. Super fine.  
( Yesyesyes.. Like as if! )


Pray that I won't get depression.

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Sunday, March 22, 2009, 5:57 AM

Hello! ;D
Haha, march hols are going to be over like..
Damn soon. Eee, this feeling suckssss/:
Anyw, I've completed like maybe, 
95 percent of my homework? Lol.



Outing with yp on Thurs..
It was fun, quite fun or maybe very fun.
Shan't elaborate on details, 'cause I'm very very lazy.
Lols, I'm ALWAYS lazy. Like since when I'm not?
Yeah, so no elaboration needed for this. :P



Ystd had cca. I actually forgotten to bring my belt. 
No punishment for that, miracleeeee right? 
I think I'm lucky or what, I don't know.
But I don't think I would be stupid enough to forget the next time.
Hahaha. Activity was okay I guess..
Nursing a little boring luh, but better than.. I-know-what-la.
Lol.. Sometimes I'm thinking if I should even be in com team.
I'm not even up to the standard can.. Sigh. Nevermind.




Today I've been studying..
Actually it's rushing homework, so I still called it studying.
Talking about studying, I personally think that,
I've been more hardworking ever since I'm a crazy fan of fahrenheit.
Really, I've realised this all these while. 
Even my tuition teacher said so. 
I'm quite surprised la, initially thought if they would be a distraction in my studies..
But maybe for now, not yet. Hopefully no luh. :D
Haha, I crapped so much about this.
I think I'm super lame-.-




Btw, I once thought that showbiz life would be lots of fun..
You know. Like getting lots of fans' attention, doing things you like,
and at the same time earn lots of money. Actually it's very fun.
But on second thought, I don't really think so..
Showbiz life may seem super interesting,
but I think it's not a life where I could find true happiness in.
Though I know can earn lots of money,
but one thing's for sure is that. Money can never buy happiness.
And I'm referring to long-term happiness. 
Okay, super random. Was thinking of something..
Then suddenly typed out this part. I don't know why also o.o


Bye.




I call it forever love.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009, 6:01 AM








































































































































































Posting these pics 'cus twinny wants me to.
Her comp spoiled at that time, so she asked me to help her post piccys:D
Heh, chiobus all above lei! :D :D :D
Hahahaha, love them lots. Kay, now she can steal piccys le.
Lol, must thank meeeeeee okay(;
joking luh. K thats all. Bye. [:




I call it forever love.

3:44 AM

I know I haven't been updating on a regular basis.
I shall post a longer-than-usual post for today then,
to make up for (some people) who kept asking me why I didn't update..
Haha, where should I start? :D



K la, basically PTM was really fineee. ;D
I know that's like weeks ago thing, but just to summarize it,
It. Was. Really. Fine.
&the talk was a lil boring I must say.. 


Went out with noob dearie on Monday.
We roamed 'thru ps, was quite fun actually.
Bought fei lun hai poker cards, so happpppppyy.
She was late, like always. Haha, I got used to it already.
Yeap, after that got to go around 4plus 5. 
'cus she got piano. &I was supposed to have tuition,
but in the end postponed 'cause teacher was too tired.
Yeaaaah. 



Today had st john. Activity's not bad not bad(:
Kinda cool la I must say. &first time did 2 cases in a day.
Learnt that we must wear gloves before anyth else.
Lol. &I found myself being very dumb today.
Partly because I didn't study first aid manual book,
&also, because I have either low IQ or EQ.  (-.-)
In short, I never used my common sense la.
But whatever it is, it's past. If I could be granted one wish now,
I think i would wish that I could memorise everyth in the First-aid book.
Then maybe I could be somehow, be 'safe'.
You know you know. Lol, daydreaming-in-progress, apologies.


Hahaha. ;D but seriously, I would like to memorize the whole book,
if possible. Maybe it's possible, if... 
If it's the only thing I'm learning at school.
So that I could dedicate all my time to memorize& understand every single thing inside.
For now and till I don't know when, it's impossible for me la. 



Yayness! Shopping trip with Yp tmrwww.
The whole day I think. I'm looking forward to fun, fun& laughters-filled day.
My invented word, laughters-filled. Lol. [:
Shall blog again maybe few days later.
I shall end my longer-than-usual post with a sentence then :P


Fahrenheit rocks, esp jiro and aaron!!




I call it forever love.

Thursday, March 12, 2009, 12:11 AM

Hello earthlings ;D
I know I've not been updating, probably 'cus I was too lazy,
or something else which I couldn't think of now. :D
Hehe.



Today's ptm. Ewww, I swear I hate ptm-s.. 
Never once I liked it before, so yeah.
Same goes for this time. It sucks, A LOT. /:
Lol, but I guess it wouldn't be long ;D so can't wait for it to end.
&oh! Tmrw's last day of school of Term 1. Hurrrrrray! 
Can't wait for march hols, omg. It gnna rock, i have predicted. :D

Kay, short post for today.
Having not much mood to post. 'cus must have the mood then can post longer.
Hahaha, my da dao li ;D ;D ;D ;D ;D
Bye earthlings! Loveee.







I call it forever love.

Thursday, March 5, 2009, 3:48 AM

Results are officially out. In fact, from just now.
I'm not at all happy about my results,
even though I managed to secure few A1s.
Yeaps, few. So what's there to be happy about, seriously?
Blah. I'm not gna rant anyth anymore.
I'm tired, and it won't change much of anyth anyw..


Mummy's super pissed off upon knowing my results.
&daddy's also super disappointed..
They made me feel so guilty.
I wish I could be more hardworking then,
&changed their frowns into smiles.
But I know at the end of the day, everyth will stay the same..

Though my results ain't that bad as they might seem, 
but you know, I couldn't possibly repeat the same mistake twice.
And there I go, repeating the same mistake twice..
I'm so useless, couldn't seem to get it right just once.
Nothing much to say anymore.



Today's 05 March 2009,
in other words, it's exactly one month to my birthday.
Exactly one month. How time flies ;D
Shan't countdown yet, it's pretty earlyyy.
I shall count down to yp's birthday!
Hers like less than almost two weeks more y' know! (;
Am feelin' darn excited for her, 
&I bet she can't wait for her b'day pressie from me.
Rofl.

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Monday, March 2, 2009, 2:31 AM

To think I've the mood to post.
Yeaps, failure, as you can see from the title on top.


Failure, failure, failure.
I just realised that I'm such a successful failure.


I thought I've moved on with my 2nd phase of life.
Which is (like-the-obvious), secondary school life.
I guessed I'm wrong, 'cus I couldn't seem to adapt to my current life.
It might not seem that way to you,
probably 'cause I've managed to hid this feeling so well,
or because of other reasons,
but truth is that, I've not moved on.


I miss those times I've had with yp, feli, and the rest.
How great wouldn't it be if I could have many repeats of those times?
Maybe it's time for everyone to grow up, 
to move on& get out of our innocent childhood..
I hate it when I have to move on from one phase of life to another.
It seriously sucks. 
*Slaps



Back to reality, got back maths ct today.
My marks is obviously unsatisfactory..
I've lots of comments to say, but after thinking thrice,
I chose not to say any(:

Bye.
(today's post so random omg.) 




I call it forever love.

Sunday, March 1, 2009, 4:43 AM

Hey to you, or you, or you. :D
Hmm, I'm not in the best moods these days, 
feeling whatever-ish.
I seriously don't have the slightest idea why..



Lots of questions have been popping out of nowhere,
&I couldn't seem to find their answers..
Tell me, what should I do best? 
This can't work, that can't either..
So what can? Tell me, I'm dying to know.


I need a direction, really.
To lead me out of this dark, empty tunnel in my heart..
Sigh, I'v been sighing lately, just whats so wrong with me?
I don't know myslf too.. Wish that I knew.


Anwy, nothing much..
Just, random thoughts spilling out-in-progress.
Whatever-ing. Yet again. Lol. 



Omg, why the stupid youtube still don't have my show's episode 3?
I'm like dying to watch it now. ;p
Patience is a virtue, (like realllllll).
But I shall wait, waiting sucks man. Damndamndamndamndamndamn it.


Ohyeah, this blogskin rocks right?
I super love the show aboveee, &if you still clueless about what it is,
just go and knock your head on the wall.
Lol, i sound so evil. 
But just go watch it la, won't hurt right?
&I swear its a very nice show, though I've only watched first 2 eps.

Most probably, I'll stick to this blogskin, mainly 'cus of my love for the show.
Hahaha, what a lame reason that was. 
Kay, i'm done with my post. 
Chopchop, I'm off! ;D




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