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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.
Cindy
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紫衣人 :D
I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school,
but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.
I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols,
especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.
I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true,
I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.
Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.
Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):
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Benjamin
Berlyn
Cass
Celeste
Celestine
Cherybeylla
Ciyue
Clara
Claire
Crystal
Dahlia
Edmund
Eileen
Elaine
Erny
Fecilia
Feiyun
Felicia Ng
Fishy
Hajar
Huibing
Irene
Jacqueline
Jojo
Kailee
Kristine
Liluan
Lydia
Mindy
Rowena
Selene
Serene
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Teresa
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Yuli
Yu Ting
Yuqi
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humility'08/09
Saturday, April 25, 2009, 3:17 AM
Life's so full of shits lately.Year 2009 sucks quite badly.
Quite.
Everyth seems wrong, today, yesterday, last week..
Basically, recently.
Studies wise, I've been not doing well for tests& stuff.
Likewise in friendship, no one seems to understand anyth.
Maybe 'cus they judge a book by its cover, you know.
Many people do.
A real friend, a true friend, is there any?
Perhaps I'm asking too much in a friend.
Whatever it is, I hope things will be better, soon.
Nothing has been going the way I want them to go.
So much obstacles I've to overcome,
&there's many that's still waiting for me.
I thought I was strong enough not to give up,
to hold on there and peservere 'thru anyth, but no,
I'm not that kind of girl.
Is FLH going to disband next year after their contract ends?
Heard so much rumours about it.
Felt sad for them, hopefully rumours are forever rumours.
Yep. :)
I'll be supporting each and everyone in FLH till the end of time~
Okay.. Hahahaha.
Bye~
And stupid ass/rocker,
like how your name implies,
you're just some ass who doesn't have a life.
Please, go get some life and get the hell out of here.
I don't need you to add colours to my tagboard.
It's very colourful already, you can't see uh?
Consult a doctor please, incase you're gnna be blind soon or someth.
(see, people still so nice to give you this advice ah.)
Stop trying to get my attention by barking like some dog.
It doesn't help, and it won't as well, too bad for you I must say.
And seriously, I don't give any fucking damn about that, alright.
Get lost, don't ever come back.
'Cus I'm not looking forward to see you @ my blog.
Not at all. If you don't like me for some reasons,
all the more you shouldn't have come here, huh?
This shall be the first and last time,
I'm gng to waste my time entertaining dogs like you.
Bye.
Thanks Celeste laogong, amira for the tags anyw.
Much appreciated. Loveyous! :D
I call it forever love.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 4:19 AM
<你不会懂得珍惜直到你失去>, 我终于懂了.Somehow, I feel that people will only start to learn how to cherish someone,
only when he/she's not around. Yes, people like me maybe.
When things turned out at the least expected times,
I don't know how to react, neither do I know what to do.
Some things are inevitable..
But is it way too sudden?
Tell me. Is it? I was speechless, I stared into blank spaces.
Truth hurts, too badly in times like this.
He left me already. What should I do?
Now that I've lost someone whom I used to be close to.
He's gone. And he'll never come back anymore.
Never. Regrets? Yes, of course I have many regrets.
I regret that I didn't cherish the times I've had with him then,
I regret that I didn't treat him like how I should be,
I regret that I didn't interact much with him when I've the chance to,
I regret not cherishing the times I had with him in the past.
So many regrets. But why am I only regretting all these now?
Isn't it a little too late? What should I do..
Life would never be the same again.
Why must an innocent life gone just like that?
I don't understand why life has to work this way.
Really, really, really don't understand. Life is cruel, really cruel..
Called mum& dad, talked about it,
cried through the whole conversation.
But I never felt better since.
Through all these, I've learnt many things along the way.
Though it's something that no one wants it to happen,
but shouldn't we look at the positive side of things..
I don't know why I'm saying all these,
yet still being pessimistic about it.
I think cherishing loved ones is very very important,
cherish them, b'cus I'll never know when they're going to leave me..
And I don't want history to repeat itself,
I don't wish to have regrets when they're gone.
Perhaps that'll be the last thing I would ever want to have..
Too many things have happened recently..
Zhen de tai duo le..
Wo xu yao yi ge ren jing yi jing..
Wo hao xi wang ren sheng bu shi zhe yang..
Dan shi.. Dao zui hou, ren sheng zhi hui bian de yue lai yue fu zha,
bu shi ma? Bu guan ta gao su wo yao jian chi xia qu, yao jian qiang,
bu yao ku.. Ke shi.. Wo neng zuo dao ma?
Hao xiang ban bu dao... Yin wei shi qing dou lai de shi zai tai tu ran le..
Ru guo neng xiang ta suo shuo de na me jian dan,
na gai duo hao..
I call it forever love.
Sunday, April 19, 2009, 5:33 AM
飞轮海's < 留下来 > is the 1st in the top 20 chart list @ 933 radio station! :D
Yayyyyynessss, right! Yesyesyes, HAHAHA. So darn happy now.
So cool alright. Luv them lots, to the max larh. Really.
Not because of this luh, I all along have been loving them already lol. (-.-)
Ever since, xx xx xx lar. Teehee,
So cool! :D They rock man, more than anyth else (I guess)! :]
Kay, my main point has been stated in the first sentence of the post,
so yeah, nothing much to post already. Bye.
P.S
That's not the thing I'm happy/unhappy about. I'll state it when the time comes. :)
I call it forever love.
Friday, April 17, 2009, 4:26 AM
Hello, hi.I'm happy cause of someth. :D :D :D
I'll mention it when the time ripes, no worries. :)
Should be around.. This month/next month?
Haha, idk lah. :D
I'm unhappy cause of few things. D: D: D:
Keep this to myself? I think I'll do that.
(someth to do w title though. D:)
I call it forever love.
Tuesday, April 14, 2009, 4:21 AM
Hi. Today's school like usual.
Nothing much happened recently, really.
Twintwin, am glad that you're okay already.
I know I very funny right. (you said that yourself..)
Lol. I super bhb one lor, that part also want to post. (-.-)
Who cares~ I like, I happy, can already. Yay. :)
I realised that I love singing these few days.
Lol. I even thought of going to study music course or someth after my Os.
I thinking too much already, but seriously.. I love singing.
Yue lai yue ai singing. :D
But, my pitching sucks. ):
Hehe. Lol, but I improve quite a lot already! Compared to maybe,
starting of the year? Hahaha. 'cus I every night while doing homework,
I kept practicing on my pitching. Almost everyday.
It may seem kind of, dumb/idiotic, but as long as I love it, it's perfectly fine to me.
Blah. I'm random. Super random.
Omg. I cried.. Lol, not really cried out loud,
but just that tears are on my eyes.
Never liu xia lai lar! (fortunately).
Hahaha. Lucky tears didn't fell on my cheeks,
if not ppl see I will only xia suay myself.
I told no one. I'm not going to anyway. )':
Now's not the right time. Not anytime soon.
Bye.
I call it forever love.
Sunday, April 12, 2009, 5:45 AM
I seriously miss 飞轮海's concert last year. ): ): ):
Uhuh. Miss it a lot. I want a repeaaaaat. D':
Lol. &I heard some private news about da dong and ya lun.
Don't ask me/x, if you know then you know:D, you don't then too bad(?) :D/D:
Hahaha. And before I forget,
I need to thank (you-know-who-you-are,) for (you-know-what-you-gave-me!)
Aww. So touched, I want cry already kay!?
Hahaha. Yesyes, someth to do with.. Fahrenheit& dong& lun. :D& :D& :D.
Tomorrow having maths common test.
Okay lah, I kinda like it, because.. It's good for everyone.
So at least, that makes me somehow, studied more than I usually did.
(you know how lazy I can get right?)
Lol lol lol. I'm wondering how badly/well I'll do for tomorrow..
Blah. Not gnna think too much again.
MYE's coming! YAYNESS! :D
Don't ask me why, you're gnna scream at me if I tell you the reasons.
Hahaha. Think in a positive wayyy luh! :D
Super happy that MYEEEEEE is coming. :]
But after MYE, June's coming! AWWNESS! D:
You know, that 4 days 3 nights that many dreaded.. (...)
I. Am. Worried. About. IT.
I'm afraid that I won't be able to hang on.. (Sighs)
I suppose many would be looking forward to June Hols lah.
I also lar, but not as much. Don't need ask why right..
I also lar, but not as much. Don't need ask why right..
)':
Rained today. Thoughted, pondered..
I didn't know and never expected all to turn out in this way.
What to do, life's unpredictable.
But don't you think it's kind of stupid, when you know,
things are going to be like that sooner/later,
yet you still went along with it. When you know you can made changes, you don't.
And at the end of the day, what's left behind for you,
are just regrets and disappointment.
Is it that I'm stupid or plain dumbness? Does that make any diff, uh?
I feel like giving up already. I don't know. I hate all these shit.
I think I've forgotten someth.
Happy belated Good Friday. :)
I call it forever love.
Thursday, April 9, 2009, 4:29 AM
Ya lun so shuai when he sings kay.
Hahaha. Lol, random piece of sentence.
But he is luh. VERY. :D
I love love love him. & da dong too!
Da dong is more to cool or someth..
Ya lun more to cute. Actually shuai also lah. Hehe.
So in love with them. Should I change my url to..
Something like.. inlovewith-dadongyalun.bs?
Super weird one, I know. 'cause I randomly mix their names.
Tempting. Hahaha,. Hmm..shall think about it.
Today had physics ct. Was quite difficult I think.
But I tried my best though.. Or didn't I?
Maybe not 100%, but at least got 70% I know I did.
Hahaha. So random. But really lor. :)
Blah. These few days, I've been sleeping during lessons.
Probably is due to my great lack of sleep, yesyes.
I am lacking of sleep! Seriously.
This is getting worse, by day. I need to plan out some study timetable.
But I'm so lazy, I don't even think I'll do what I say.
K luh, maybe will. A simple one. Cindy! Must buck up already!
(Lol.)
So many tests now and then. Almost killed me.
MYE is coming. Thinking of M.I.A-ing.. Oh well. Let's see.
Hahahha. Don't know what to blog about already,
I've been leading the same mundane lifestyle. (like I always do.)
Blahblahblah. I'm gnna watch clips, find pics, of Fahrenheit,
Aaron yan,& Jiro Wang now. Wait, actually not really 'going to' lah.
I'm already in the process of. Hahaha. Bye! :]
P.S; So happy that.. My father gave me a camcorder! :D :D :D :D :D
P.P.S; My mum gave me few hundreds for my b'day! :D :D :D :D :D
Lol, I can see myself as a materialistic girl in future.
But. I'm not really that materialistic actually lah..
Hahaha.
I call it forever love.
Sunday, April 5, 2009, 5:51 AM
OH-FIVE-OH-FOUR-OH-NINE IS ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥!
It's today! :D
(Happy Birthday, Cindy!) Hahaha, self-wishing-in-progress. (-.-)
Kay, today was fab. Really fab,.
Went out with dora, ciyue to Vivo. Fun! :D
Then went to hgm's cafe cartel to have our dinner w some others too.
The whole meal I was laughing all the way can!
Very very funny. &also lame of course.
But still, same word again, fun!
Thanks to those who've wished me happy b'day& presents, cards too;
In any forms, I do appreciate all. :)
Thanks a lot!
They're.. (not in alphabetical order)
Zhimin(5th), Eileen(3rd), Felicia.N(1st to wish me!), Felicia, Yenping(4th), Rowena, Dahlia, Manhui, Sweeny, Celeste, Huibing, Jojo, Kailee, Ciyue, Theresia, Irene, Clara, Jolene, Theresa.P, Terence, Amira, Hajar, Siew(2nd), Felissa, Silvia's friend(forgot name, Ralf/someth.), Crystal, Samuel, Mingwei, Robin, Nadirah, Teena, Linda, Kellen, Sheren, Jane, Genevieve, Jasmine, Stephen, Celestine.
P.S; First 5 ppl to wish me were bold-ed! :D
& most important of all,
My mum, dad& bro! &cousins/relatives.
(Confirm missed out some ppl's names already! ): couldn't rmb all..
&some names are missed out, on purpose(: so yeah..
Thanks to all! Love you all lots! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥)
I've got few presentssss, yay! Happyhappyhappyhappyhappy.
Not because of the presents, but the effort they've put in to buy/make/design them.
&I'm super touched by dora, ciyue& jolene's pressie. Cus it's damn special& nice!
PLUS* The FAHRENHEIT/ YAN YA LUN/ DA DONG's cards!! OMG!
Thanks a lot man!! L♥veeeeeeeeeess!
Yeah, that's all I guess.
OH-FIVE-OH-FOUR-OH-NINE = ♥
I wish I could have many many repeats of today.
It was the perfect birthday '09 I've been longing for.
Thanks all. L♥ves!
&xxx, thanks.
Expected you to forget, I know you wished me,
it's not because you rmb-ed it, but rather cus of someth else,
but still, I appreciated that a lot,.
&xx, you've forgotten it. Yes, you did.
I know in the next few hours to come,
you wouldn't wish me anymore. Expected this already,
what more can I say? But anyw, I won't forget yours..
Labels: A day I'll never forget.
I call it forever love.
Thursday, April 2, 2009, 4:02 AM
Helloooooo! :D
Hehe. I know I've not been updating for idk days already lah.
I'm too lazy maybe. ;D
Feel like closing blog, probably because..
Err. I don't feel like blogging anym.
But still unsure yet luh. Some ppl doesn't want me to close it.
Like begging me. Tsk. Super lame. Hahaha.
Lol.
Last Sundayyyyyyyyyy!! :D 29.03.09
Fahrenheit @ IMM! :D :D :D :D :D
I was.. Really veryyyyyy hyper then! So high okay!(:
I was.. Really veryyyyyy hyper then! So high okay!(:
Went to queue with yenping& jasmine,
like reach there arnd 7AM?
I think it's considered late lol. At first, I wanted to take taxi w them,
and planning to reach them like say,
around 5AM? I even told them I willing to pay the taxi fare!
But.. They don't want. ): ): ): ): ): !
So ended up.. Seven am lor. ):
K lah, still quite front.. Actually not really.
Waited, did lots of stuff to entertain ourselves of course..
Made friends with 2 girls queue-ing in front of us.
They were seriously-very friendly! ;D
Didn't ask for their names, oops. Forgotten already. D:
But they were really sweet, chio& funny to be with!
Omgomg, why didn't I ask for their numbers/names! ):
But nevermind lah, if there's fate, we'll meet again(:
Then waited, waited. So in the end, they came.
But shortly after, it rained, heavily!
What a spoiler man. Tsk. Haha, everyone's still super high though!
Then Chen Yi Ru beatbox lor, as usual.
Then he said something like this la,
'Ya lun need his piano, Zun need his drums,
&Da Dong need his guitar to like display their talents.
But I just need to bring myself! Hahaha. '
So lame~ but then quite true ley, hahahahaha. :D
Ya lun damn damn cute& shuai, & Da dong so cool!
Blah. Then went up& shook their hands lor.
Whatever happened then, shan't typed it out..
But something happened when I went up la, omgomgomgomgomg.
Lol. :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
I really hope that they'll come here again a.s.a.p for concert or anyth! ;D
Miss them now)': )':
Especially, AARON YAN& JIRO WANG!! D: D: D: D: D:
This feeling sucks man.. )';
What date is it today? Hahaha.
5th april coming soon~! This sunday uh uh uh uh uh!
Hahaha. My birthdayyyyyyyyyyy is coming, hurrrrraaaaayyyyy!! ^^
Still, I don't really feel exceptionally excited over it.
Don't know why also. Just got this weird feeling,
that this year's birthday wouldn't be so special anymore,
there wouldn't be any more surprises that I longed for,
there wouldn't be anyone who knows what I really wanted for b'day..
Maybe they don't really know me well now. ):
OR I'm thinking too much? Hope so. Uh. Okay. Whatever.
Hahaha. So random.
Kay am off to do someth now. Bye,
I call it forever love.
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