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Cindy Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):
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Tuesday, April 21, 2009, 4:19 AM
<你不会懂得珍惜直到你失去>, 我终于懂了.Somehow, I feel that people will only start to learn how to cherish someone, only when he/she's not around. Yes, people like me maybe. When things turned out at the least expected times, I don't know how to react, neither do I know what to do. Some things are inevitable.. But is it way too sudden? Tell me. Is it? I was speechless, I stared into blank spaces. Truth hurts, too badly in times like this. He left me already. What should I do? Now that I've lost someone whom I used to be close to. He's gone. And he'll never come back anymore. Never. Regrets? Yes, of course I have many regrets. I regret that I didn't cherish the times I've had with him then, I regret that I didn't treat him like how I should be, I regret that I didn't interact much with him when I've the chance to, I regret not cherishing the times I had with him in the past. So many regrets. But why am I only regretting all these now? Isn't it a little too late? What should I do.. Life would never be the same again. Why must an innocent life gone just like that? I don't understand why life has to work this way. Really, really, really don't understand. Life is cruel, really cruel.. Called mum& dad, talked about it, cried through the whole conversation. But I never felt better since. Through all these, I've learnt many things along the way. Though it's something that no one wants it to happen, but shouldn't we look at the positive side of things.. I don't know why I'm saying all these, yet still being pessimistic about it. I think cherishing loved ones is very very important, cherish them, b'cus I'll never know when they're going to leave me.. And I don't want history to repeat itself, I don't wish to have regrets when they're gone. Perhaps that'll be the last thing I would ever want to have.. Too many things have happened recently.. Zhen de tai duo le.. Wo xu yao yi ge ren jing yi jing.. Wo hao xi wang ren sheng bu shi zhe yang.. Dan shi.. Dao zui hou, ren sheng zhi hui bian de yue lai yue fu zha, bu shi ma? Bu guan ta gao su wo yao jian chi xia qu, yao jian qiang, bu yao ku.. Ke shi.. Wo neng zuo dao ma? Hao xiang ban bu dao... Yin wei shi qing dou lai de shi zai tai tu ran le.. Ru guo neng xiang ta suo shuo de na me jian dan, na gai duo hao.. I call it forever love. |
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