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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.

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I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school, but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.

I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols, especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.

I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true, I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.

Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.


Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):

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Sunday, June 28, 2009, 5:23 AM

Hahahaha. Tmr's school. :D
I miss schoolmateys like so much. &tmr can see them already.
AND MY BROTHER IS IN SINGAPORE NOW :D
Ystd midnight @ Airport fetch him with my aunt.
Hahaha, aunt so damn cute lah. Fell asleep. :)
Then some funny things happened there, lol.
He bought me a pooh, super cute I swear.




Tmr night gna have dinner with relatives & bro.
& bro told me some things which I can't say them out here ):
Kk anyw... That's all I've got to say.
Cus i'm running out of time &i've to like finish the ppt slides.
Kwhateverbye.
*get the hint!! :D





I call it forever love.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009, 3:23 AM



















was watching zhong ji san guo and saw this.
this guy is spastic, isn't he! :D
*Click to enlarge

Kkbye~




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Monday, June 22, 2009, 3:21 AM

Have not been posting so...
Tada! :)

I'm not going to emo already for now~
Cus emo-ing is seriously bad.
I thought I would enjoy this June holidays,
but not really la. Cus many unhappy things happened.
Overall still okay okay lor~


Ohya, got one I-don't-know-who guy added me on FB.
I was like kept asking him who he is.
&he doesn't want to tell me? All the way till just now.
So he said he doesn't know me. Then I asked him,
you don't know me then add me for?
He said, I just want to be your friend. ( how -.- can he be.)
Then I asked him, oh then how you managed to find my fb?
He said, forget. How old are you? Where you come from?
Walau. SO AM I SUPPOSE TO ENTERTAIN HIM OR WHAT. -_-
Tsk~

Anyw~ Gna reply tags now. :D
(xiaoyann)- Haha, yeah see you soon~ :)
(zm)- Sure! Welcome.
(Mindy)-Okay! Welcome.
(xiaoyann)- No la. Hahaha, okay~
(Kristine)- Hi.
(Celeste)- Darl~ Welcome back to the webworld :D






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Sunday, June 14, 2009, 7:31 AM
























(to you)
Though deep down I know that the feelings aren't as strong anymore,
but I miss you. A lot.
Cus every time I think of you, I'll miss you all over again.


you weren't there when I needed you the most.
but it's okay. this happens ALL THE TIME.
I'm getting used to it.

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Saturday, June 13, 2009, 8:52 AM

I was wondering..
If the meaning behind it was to give him another chance?
Is it really worth the life? But it sounds like it's worth it.
But I think have to see what's the product first.
Then can see.
LOL this above just for me to wonder about.


Yp ps the AN people cus everyone were so unfriendly to her.
Hahaha, or is she the one who's like shy to talk to the others?
I should've went with her, cus i like to talk to people. :D
Yah right.. -_-
So she bought 2 bottles of drinks for them. HAHAHA.
&SHE LEFT. Okay... That's funny of her.
But she had cell la, so can li jie. If not is totally wasted.


Shall reply tags. Unexpected people tagged. Yay! :)
(Kristine) Hi :D Okay thanks.
(FISHY:D) HAHAHA. I didn't force you to. But okay hiiiiiii!
(Crystal) Ya lor. Actually I free anytime, see when you all free lo. Here also the internet quite sucks. Oh well. K i will sms you. :D
(Claire) Hey Claire :)




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Wednesday, June 10, 2009, 4:00 AM

Omg, so damn pissed off with the internet connection here.
It's like.. So slow! Hahaha most of the time. ):
And I want to upload pics, but can't thanks to the slow speed.
It has been like 123123123 days since I last posted a pic.
Lol, but really my blog becomes damn boring now.. ):


My MSN is currently sick. Can't log in sometimes, 
cause of the internet speed too.
Shitzxz, I hate the speed lah. It's like I must wait for so long then can load someth.
Zzz. But I'm gng to find upgrades. I want use wireless :D
Hahaha, that would be like so cool right? 
ANYTIME & ANYWHERE. :)
& the speed is like confirm damn fast! HAHAHA.
Alright, I shall get it asap. :D :D :D
Ohya. My laptop got some problem. The keys are a bit mental.
Not all keys la, only like one? 
But I still love my lappy a lot. :D



My blog's tagboard is like dying~
Last time have like more people tagging than now.
What happen to my other frequent taggers? ):
Nevermind :)
I need a retail therapy! Like reallllly.
Cus I've not been shopping for days! & I MISS SHOPPING.
It's like so fun right! Buy anyth you love. 
Haha, I confirm go shopping when I'm back to singapore.
I'm going to miss a hell loads of fun there. ):
Like AN gathering/picnic, sighs. Life's so depressing for me! 



Luckily I am able to make it for class gathering@ (Where??)
Lol, I forget already. Is it ECP/Pasir Ris Park? 
Hehehe. 


PS 136D more to see FRH.
Mixed feelings, cus.. A lot of reasons?  
Hahah, but it's a happy thing of course. :D
Time, please fly will youuuuu~
People can't wait k. :D 
Felt like buying a damn good cam to take clearer pics/vids of FRH..
HAHAHA. What brand uh, maybe sony? 
Quite ex I think, but good can already. 
So maybe sony, LOL. See my mood. :)

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Monday, June 8, 2009, 9:29 AM

I've to say, life still sucks. 
Although I was disappointed by that, but still I won't be anymore.
B'cus I know that when I lose something, I'll gain something else.
&. Indeed I've gained something else. 
Much more worth than that, I suppose? :)
But it's really a pity..


People change over time. 
I personally feel that I'm one of those people.
Realised that I used to be so chi qing in the past, 
in other words, I used to eat relationship last time, especially when I've a crush.
And now, though sometimes I'll think of my past crushes,
but I know that the feeling is no longer there.
When you're in love, you'll think of whatever possible ways,
to make it sound like you can't live without him.
But when the feeling doesn't exist anymore,
everything he does, to you, is nothing already. 

Someone, whom you used to value so much in your heart,
became just like any of your other known friends, through time.
Time heals all wounds? When you're in love, you disagree.
But when it comes to a point when you aren't anymore,
you may somehow agree. Lol, or is it just me? 
But it's how I really am.. Typical me.

Now I think I've become more idols-crazy, I guess. :)
HAHAHA, so is that good or bad? 
I don't really want to go into crush-things already. 
I'd rather be in love with idols, cuz even though I know the fact that I'll never get to be with him, but just merely to support him/them, seeing their smiles, 
& the hard work that they put in for concerts or singing skills, 
you'll feel that whatever you've done for him/them, it's all worth it. 
That's how I think la. Your social circle will expand too,
when you meet with people who shares the same idols as you..
But, too crazy also not good lah. Like me HAHAHA. :D
Want chase idols, can chase until Taipei. -.-
Lol. But not for any idols I'll do that, exclusively for FRH only. 



sometimes i'm thinking if i did the right thing.
cus i'm being mean to many people by doing that,
for the sake of myself. or rather, i'm being selfish. 
but i know that if i hadn't done that, i wouldn't have been like now.
maybe that's the price you've to pay, if you really want something.
i wonder how they all did, but i guess ignorance is still bliss. 


I pro lah. Can use laptop for 5hours & more. 
This means that I've been staying in the room for like,
many many hours. Staring at my laptop watching frh videos.
Lol. Nothing better to do, actually wanted to do some hw,
but but but, it's so late already. I want to sleep. 
Hmm. Maybe do 1st then sleep, aha. :D

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Saturday, June 6, 2009, 12:04 PM

K I'm officially going into a depression state from now on till a very long time I think.
Unless there's a miracle, which is 99.9% unlikely. 
Fuck life.


Tags replies;
Amira- Uh. Sorry sorry, will link you soon.
Claire- Oh yes, it's back, and thanks for the compliment?
Xiaoyann- Thanks uh. I've linked you up also. C'ya soon too~
Felicia- Dearie, I'm upset till don't know what state already.. FELICIA!!<3 
Amanda- Hi amanda, k i've linked you up. C'ya soon too~
Tiffany- Hello too.
Tags replied.


(Fyi, i'm going to Tp for FRH world tour concerts. :D)
I miss AYYL until want to fly there see him. T.T
Sounds crazy enough? Special thanks to MR.YAN. :)

If they are putting in their very best to perform @ their last stop for fans,
why can't I do the same too?
I'm sure 'my very best' is not just staying in SG& pray for their safety& etc, 
I believe there's more than just that.
Whatever can be done now, I'll do it. To my very best. 
B'cus afterall, to me they're worth it. :)
I'm sure the memories of see-ing them LIVE there would be so different,
&that would be one of the most memorable events for me. 
Pray that everyth goes well. 

 

Not going to post unless necessary.

If you really want to know what happened,
can ask me personally thru MSN.
I'll tell you if I want to. 
K.bye

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Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 9:24 AM

Hi, hello, just going to update on my recent activities& my thoughts/feelings. 

Yepyeapyep. 
Short updates on today first k.
Main thing for today is that I went out with my closest cousin!
We went for a shopping trip~ &Yeaps, I bought stuff k. 
Like smiley hp strap(it's like damn nice?I swear!), bought some keychain also,
a shirt/tee/tanktop(idk what's that), &ice-cream!(Her treat!)
The rest I can't rmb already, apologies for that. I've a poor memory. :D
Hahaha, after that took cabcab to her house, slacked/ate dinner.
I realised that her father still can't get over it..
Me no exception, just that sometimes, I don't think there's a need to express it out..
Cus like that will just make things worse, won't it? 
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Talking about it, I miss my cousin. A lot a lot a lot.
His laughter, his cute smiles, his shy-ness, I miss him.
Maybe it's what called fate, or rather destiny..
I don't know, but I just know that he doesn't deserve all these.
Life's cruel, can't be any more true. 



Unfair? Yes, life's so damn unfair.
Everyday/most of the days, fussy people like me,
kept complaining how unfair life can get..
Like why some people have the chance to hug Aaron.Y,
while me, can only wish, wish, wish and wish everyday.. 
But never once my wish is granted, &continue to complain.
I always see the negative side of things,
so I've never cherished the things I have infront of me..
Instead, all I did was to complain and show attitude.
I've such a stupid character, but I think that's what that made me so special.
Hahaha, so random. :D
Life can never be fair I guess. Different people have different character,
&if life is fair to one, another will think otherwise. So tell me, 
when will life be fair? Besides, people think differently too..
So I should just shut my mouth up& be happy with what I have right?
I know la. I am greedy, very very greedy. 
Maybe that's why I'm always unhappy. Lol. Does it like, rhyme? Okay..
But it's really true la, I really think so. No matter how much I go& reflect,
my character's just as stubborn, &will never change.
Hahaha, that's why I am, ME. Whatever~ I am damn lame.



I wonder why 2 people get together even when they can't really click.
Love? You think you understand what's love, but you should be old enough to know,
love is not as simple as it seems. I know I'm in no position to say anyth,
but it concerns me as well, so I have to do something.
If you two love each other, it doesn't always have to be a couple right?
Love is a way of sacrifice. What for, being together but in the end,
kept fighting/quarrelling over trivial matters? 
When you both already know that it's just a matter of time.
Childish isn't it? Or am I the one being immature?
Sometimes, things are just like those kind ; One wrong step, that's it. 
&yes, this happens. Not once, twice or thrice, but most of the time.
Have you spared a thought for ME, ME& ME? I am a human too.
I don't know la. Love matters, only the two people know.
You all know it best, I have no say in this. 
I'm just saying these as from how I see things are. 
Maybe I'm wrong/right, no one knows~


Screwedlife!
BUT i'm still loving life as it is,
cus i think life is wonderful isn't it? :D
Without life, don't even think of doing anyth.
It's life, that has given you chances to do the things you wanna do,
to love the people you wanna love, &many many more!
HAHAHA :D I've learnt how to cherish life more,
ever since that* happens.. I realised how fragile life is.
Maybe you'll only understand after you've went 'thru it.
That's how life works. 
We learnt life lessons through the pain we went through.
If not, we'll never grow up. Growing up is a part of life.
So yeah, be happy when you're faced with obstacles,
only then you'll grow up, become more matured, 
&hence, become stronger.. 
LOL I'm like so into life nowadays. But it's really my thoughts la.


Kk. Bye.




I call it forever love.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009, 1:33 AM

To some you;

A true friend won't talk to me in that way. 
Are you even trying to salvage the situation?
You don't sound willing to. Don't say it if you don't mean it at all. 
You sounded like you wanted to threaten me to be your friend back.
It may seem that you're trying to get back our past friendship, 
but i'm sorry to say, it's all over.
We're just 2 ppl that have crossed each other's paths, 
&to me, it's a very small path in my life.
Don't think that you hold a very important place in my friendship list.
Besides, my life doesn't revolve arnd you. 
I'm sure neither do yours. We can't click means we can't click. 
What's the point of me trying to suit into your lifestyle to be friends with you? 
I've taken a step back, but have you? 
Don't always feel that everyone should give in to you, 
you've to learn how to give in to others too. 
Everyone has their own life to live. I'm sure you do have one too right?
I personally feel that I've not been a real friend to you. 
I felt guilty to say that, but as you know, truth hurts the most right?
I tried to explain whats the problem with our friendship, 
but never once you listened. 
Neither do you try to change your attitude. 
It's not that i'm asking you to completely change to suit my character, 
but in friendship, giving in to each other is one of the most important aspects. 
Perhaps you've never seen it, 
but all along it's only me that has been giving in to you. 
I don't wish to end this friendship, but you've to learn how to be a good friend,
only then others will do the same. This is just an advice. 
Cus at the end of the day, you decide your own attitude towards your friends. 
I can't help you in any way. 




Yay, here is so damn fun.
The best thing of the best things is that,
I've my own car to sit in, whenever I go out. :D
Hahahha, no need take public transport,
kindof not used to it. 
Nevermind la. Got car, high-class one somemore, who don't want.
Lol. I sound like I'm boasting about it. -.-
No i'm not. Just, being happy. That's all. :)
Kk bye.




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