|
You're currently @ inlovewith-him.bs ♥
Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
|
||
|
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.
Cindy Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):
Aaron
Amanda Benjamin Berlyn Cass Celeste Celestine Cherybeylla Ciyue Clara Claire Crystal Dahlia Edmund Eileen Elaine Erny Fecilia Feiyun Felicia Ng Fishy Hajar Huibing Irene Jacqueline Jojo Kailee Kristine Liluan Lydia Mindy Rowena Selene Serene Shaista Shearin Sweeny Teresa Tifanny Xiaoyann Yuli Yu Ting Yuqi Zhimin benevolence'07 humility'08/09 |
Wednesday, June 3, 2009, 9:24 AM
Hi, hello, just going to update on my recent activities& my thoughts/feelings. Yepyeapyep. Short updates on today first k. Main thing for today is that I went out with my closest cousin! We went for a shopping trip~ &Yeaps, I bought stuff k. Like smiley hp strap(it's like damn nice?I swear!), bought some keychain also, a shirt/tee/tanktop(idk what's that), &ice-cream!(Her treat!) The rest I can't rmb already, apologies for that. I've a poor memory. :D Hahaha, after that took cabcab to her house, slacked/ate dinner. I realised that her father still can't get over it.. Me no exception, just that sometimes, I don't think there's a need to express it out.. Cus like that will just make things worse, won't it? -END- Talking about it, I miss my cousin. A lot a lot a lot. His laughter, his cute smiles, his shy-ness, I miss him. Maybe it's what called fate, or rather destiny.. I don't know, but I just know that he doesn't deserve all these. Life's cruel, can't be any more true. Unfair? Yes, life's so damn unfair. Everyday/most of the days, fussy people like me, kept complaining how unfair life can get.. Like why some people have the chance to hug Aaron.Y, while me, can only wish, wish, wish and wish everyday.. But never once my wish is granted, &continue to complain. I always see the negative side of things, so I've never cherished the things I have infront of me.. Instead, all I did was to complain and show attitude. I've such a stupid character, but I think that's what that made me so special. Hahaha, so random. :D Life can never be fair I guess. Different people have different character, &if life is fair to one, another will think otherwise. So tell me, when will life be fair? Besides, people think differently too.. So I should just shut my mouth up& be happy with what I have right? I know la. I am greedy, very very greedy. Maybe that's why I'm always unhappy. Lol. Does it like, rhyme? Okay.. But it's really true la, I really think so. No matter how much I go& reflect, my character's just as stubborn, &will never change. Hahaha, that's why I am, ME. Whatever~ I am damn lame. I wonder why 2 people get together even when they can't really click. Love? You think you understand what's love, but you should be old enough to know, love is not as simple as it seems. I know I'm in no position to say anyth, but it concerns me as well, so I have to do something. If you two love each other, it doesn't always have to be a couple right? Love is a way of sacrifice. What for, being together but in the end, kept fighting/quarrelling over trivial matters? When you both already know that it's just a matter of time. Childish isn't it? Or am I the one being immature? Sometimes, things are just like those kind ; One wrong step, that's it. &yes, this happens. Not once, twice or thrice, but most of the time. Have you spared a thought for ME, ME& ME? I am a human too. I don't know la. Love matters, only the two people know. You all know it best, I have no say in this. I'm just saying these as from how I see things are. Maybe I'm wrong/right, no one knows~ Screwedlife! BUT i'm still loving life as it is, cus i think life is wonderful isn't it? :D Without life, don't even think of doing anyth. It's life, that has given you chances to do the things you wanna do, to love the people you wanna love, &many many more! HAHAHA :D I've learnt how to cherish life more, ever since that* happens.. I realised how fragile life is. Maybe you'll only understand after you've went 'thru it. That's how life works. We learnt life lessons through the pain we went through. If not, we'll never grow up. Growing up is a part of life. So yeah, be happy when you're faced with obstacles, only then you'll grow up, become more matured, &hence, become stronger.. LOL I'm like so into life nowadays. But it's really my thoughts la. Kk. Bye. I call it forever love. |
Tagboard.
Hello youyouyou. :)
Reminiscence.
Flashbacks of the past.
|