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Leaving so soon? ):
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Monday, June 8, 2009, 9:29 AM
I've to say, life still sucks. Although I was disappointed by that, but still I won't be anymore. B'cus I know that when I lose something, I'll gain something else. &. Indeed I've gained something else. Much more worth than that, I suppose? :) But it's really a pity.. People change over time. I personally feel that I'm one of those people. Realised that I used to be so chi qing in the past, in other words, I used to eat relationship last time, especially when I've a crush. And now, though sometimes I'll think of my past crushes, but I know that the feeling is no longer there. When you're in love, you'll think of whatever possible ways, to make it sound like you can't live without him. But when the feeling doesn't exist anymore, everything he does, to you, is nothing already. Someone, whom you used to value so much in your heart, became just like any of your other known friends, through time. Time heals all wounds? When you're in love, you disagree. But when it comes to a point when you aren't anymore, you may somehow agree. Lol, or is it just me? But it's how I really am.. Typical me. Now I think I've become more idols-crazy, I guess. :) HAHAHA, so is that good or bad? I don't really want to go into crush-things already. I'd rather be in love with idols, cuz even though I know the fact that I'll never get to be with him, but just merely to support him/them, seeing their smiles, & the hard work that they put in for concerts or singing skills, you'll feel that whatever you've done for him/them, it's all worth it. That's how I think la. Your social circle will expand too, when you meet with people who shares the same idols as you.. But, too crazy also not good lah. Like me HAHAHA. :D Want chase idols, can chase until Taipei. -.- Lol. But not for any idols I'll do that, exclusively for FRH only. sometimes i'm thinking if i did the right thing. cus i'm being mean to many people by doing that, for the sake of myself. or rather, i'm being selfish. but i know that if i hadn't done that, i wouldn't have been like now. maybe that's the price you've to pay, if you really want something. i wonder how they all did, but i guess ignorance is still bliss. I pro lah. Can use laptop for 5hours & more. This means that I've been staying in the room for like, many many hours. Staring at my laptop watching frh videos. Lol. Nothing better to do, actually wanted to do some hw, but but but, it's so late already. I want to sleep. Hmm. Maybe do 1st then sleep, aha. :D Labels: Okay, that's the word. I was here. :D I call it forever love. |
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