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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
Yours Truly.
Yes, that's me.

Cindy
AARONation LUN♥atics #58
紫衣人 :D

I love to do things the way I'd like them to be, like it or not, that's your problem.
I'm sure no one in this wholewide world is perfect, so of course, I do have my flaws as well.
Studying in Holy Innocents' High. Definitely neither the best nor the worst school, but what really matters is that, I enjoy my schooling life there.
Class of 2Humility, yes that's where I'm currently in.

I'm crazy-ing over idols, just like many other people out there. I'll go screaming around over idols, especially for 飞轮海. Not to mention, 炎亚纶 is one who has touched my heart.

I love to sing & dance. I dream to be a superstar one day. If my dream ever comes true, I think I'll be the happiest girl on Earth.

Don't like any parts/everyth of the above? Too bad then. Cus there's nothing you can do, that's the way I am.


Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):

Aaron
Amanda
Benjamin
Berlyn
Cass
Celeste
Celestine
Cherybeylla
Ciyue
Clara
Claire
Crystal
Dahlia
Edmund
Eileen
Elaine
Erny
Fecilia
Feiyun
Felicia Ng
Fishy
Hajar
Huibing
Irene
Jacqueline
Jojo
Kailee
Kristine
Liluan
Lydia
Mindy
Rowena
Selene
Serene
Shaista
Shearin
Sweeny
Teresa
Tifanny
Xiaoyann
Yuli
Yu Ting
Yuqi
Zhimin
benevolence'07
humility'08/09

Credits.
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Friday, July 31, 2009, 4:13 AM

Okay, still can't get pictures up.
Don't know why... Suay.


Tags replied-
Yuting- Thanks! :D
Feiyun- Thanks a million ~ Haha, yeah. I'm using I.E but still can't! Tsk..
Xiaoyann- LOL~~~


Anyws. Think I'll update more @ echoesof-love.bs now.
No special reasons though :D
So don't say I MIA~ I'll blog back here when I feel like it?
In the meanwhile, @ ECHOESOF-LOVE.BS ah..
But still tag here K!

Tmrw I'm gna go see WILBER PAN~
Pictures till then! Pray that... Blogger can uploads them? :D
Zz. Having lots of stress now.


Kays. Bye~




I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 28, 2009, 4:06 AM

I know something is wrong with my current blog.
It's cuz of my privated blog btw.


And I still can't post pictures you know.
Suay right, I know. -_-
Science test today, and this girl right here has apparently left 2 blanks.
But she's not that dumb either,
those that were left blanks are either 2 marks/1mark.
Hahaha, actually I only left 1 blank. The other one not counted I guess.
Cuz I wrote 90% of my answer before time's up~



Ohya. It's been damn long since I last heard this song.
Missing You by Baby V.O.X. Now am listening to it again, very nice eh. :D
Go listen if you're still clueless of that song. o.o
The song is like quite old already,
& I think it was my bro who introduced me to that song. :)



Thinking a lot these few days too, about many things...
Don't know if I should type it out, cus I'm not supposed to.
So okay, forget it. :D :D :D

I'VE UNLOCKED www.echoesof-love.blogspot.com BTW :)

I want to watch Harry Potter but can't, thanks to tests & assignments.
Oh btw. Did I tell you that Yalun visited AN's forum?
Hahaha. Yeap, HE VISITED AN'S FORUM! :D
On 24th July '09 around evening time.
But he didn't leave a message at all. Aiya. His identity is so mysterious.
Still. Glad that he came at the very least!~


I still remember, what about youuuuu? ):
It's going to be very special this time, I swear.
Thanks for the everything you've given me then,
even if you don't remember anymore, I still do.
& that's all that matters to me. :D
you'll get even better one from me, wait K!


PS Kbox, ANYONE? ^^
(repeating my label in a diff way, tsk. -.-)

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Friday, July 24, 2009, 4:09 AM

Something is wrong W blogger!
I can't upload pics, change fonts colours~
& what's worse? The icons above the posting part all gone!
Ahhhhh. I'm going to go crazy soon~


Anyway, these days I feel super *** la~
Maybe cus of the usual something. But not really lol. -.-''
I hate school life seriouslyyyyy.
Not hate la, but really don't like..
Lessons all these. & YAY!
Next week have 4 Tests + 1 Algebra Quiz. -__-


CAN I GO BANG INTO WALL NOW? ):
& I am wondering when _____ is going to _____ me about _____
Ah. Never mind, I shall wait~


Planning to go Kbox w classmates on one of these days.
Most probably is after next week! :)
Next week = My death week.
This Sun going to ____ to study! HAHA :D
History is still killing me.
28 January 1819
06 February 1819 (?)
August 1824.. &so on. I must memorize all these date/month/year.
And not only that! Still have to know what's the terms of the Anglo-Dutch Treaty~
&The founding of Singapore~
& Parameswara(I don't even know if spelling is correct)~~~
And the artefacts, & what Wang Da Yuan wrote in his book about how Singapore was like then..
Got piracy all these also. I was saying..
Munshi Abdullah IS the boss of Munchie Donuts. LOL.
Is there even such a thing as Munchie Donuts. Haha.
Sounds shun so just anyhow. :p
AND IS HE EVEN ALIVE NOW? -.-
And I almost forget about Indra Bopal~~ :)
Still got a lot more la~ &it's only Hist!


I still have Maths, Literature, Science~ + Algebra Quiz.
Conduction, Convection & Radiation :D
Some what understand the difference already!
Cus I kept mixing all up.
Which only dumb ass like me would do that.

And K is owe-ing me a drink or something!
Cus I scored an A2 in the recent maths class test :)
I don't care who beat me or whatever...
And don't come and tell me,
' A2 only so happy for what T.T class test only. -.-'
It's my own target K. I thought I would get like B3.
But at least got touch A. Though is barely~
But is considered one of my achievements! :D

As for Chinese situational writing~
Super disappointed with my score la. 11.5/20.
Told you the HCL new teacher standard's super high already right? Highest in class is 14.5/20 only.
Nobody touches 15 can you believe it? o.o
I can't): my eyes were quite red when i received the paper can.
But upon knowing that highest is below 15, then I heaved a sigh of relief.
-.- sounds like what sia. If I never cuo bie zi, i'd have gotten like 12.5!
Must buck up already~ can't forever stuck at below 15~~~~~ ): ):
Yah yah yah. I very KS kay. If get above 13.5 will be quite happy already though! :)


On 10 Aug, I'll most probably going eat buffet W 2 lovelies :D
Maybe have 44% there? LOL. T.T
Has been 1234512345 days since I last went for a buffet~
Kind of excited? Some more W 2 lovelies! ^^




I call it forever love.

Monday, July 20, 2009, 5:12 AM

Cindy's stressed.


Take life easy, HOW?
Tmr's History test, AND I'M STILL USING LAPTOP?
What the shit.

Sometimes, I really hate myself for not being able to get my priorities right.
Uh. History is like even worse than Geog.
At least, Geog I know, as long as I do my job, A1 is okay for me.
But Hist is different! They won't just ask you questions from the textbook.
They'll ask you harder ones. So it's like you've to understand this whole thing.

I miss Geog. But even for Geog in the end,
only managed to get 77. Like low A1.
What's more to History...
Hm, F9? I know I'm being sarcastic.



Today's higher chinese paper 2 also. So damn hard.
Got chinese lit passage some more. So challenging la.
Total killer. Sigh. This new teacher's standard so high.
Wish I could just runaway from all these shit & troubles.
But do I have a choice? No.


And all these, are just secondary 2.
Nothing compared to sec 3 or above's work.
NOTHING AT ALL. & I already wanna die now.
Tell me how?


God, please guide me through all these obstacles.
Felt like crying, anytime.




I call it forever love.

4:59 AM

Eileen- See you during the outing!
cherrybeylla- Linked you! Hehe:P
Yuqi- Hahaha:D
Berlyn- Linked! Sorry for the delay): link me up too thanks! :)

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Friday, July 17, 2009, 1:26 AM

Zz. Youtube is giving me headache man.
Okay... Now is fine already. :)

-DELETED-
don't ask why.


I feel like privating my blog... Cus too many things I wanna post,
about many things which I don't want everyone to know. :D
& I don't have to worry bout who'll steal my exclusive pics in future.
Cus I limit to some ppl can enter only duh. But then so far...
No exclusive pictures yet. LOL. Some in desktop still. -.-
It's 99Days. FINALLY, two-digits number~
Let's wait till it decreases till it's about HALF :)
OH SHIT. This also means that EOY is coming in LESS THAN 99 DAYS.


Anyway, I've a privated blog already.
But I'm still considering to private this one, maybe soon? :)
The URL for my current privated blog.
www.echoesof-love.blogspot.com
No point visiting :P
Cus this thing will come out:

This blog is open to invited readers only.





I call it forever love.

Tuesday, July 14, 2009, 2:00 AM






















I miss those lovely times, those times when I'm truly happy.
I miss Fahrenheit 4 lovely guys, a lot.
Like how I miss you, AaronY. ): ): ):
But gna see you all soon~ (102 days more to go~)
I shall be patient... &wait. :D



I can never compare myself with my elder brother who tops in everything.
I dislike my whole family who has never considered my feelings at all.
Come on lah. Everyone is special in their own ways.
But you all just don't understand.
Even when they don't say hurtful things to me,
I still know that they think I will not amount to anything, anything great.
How would you have felt if you were me?
Try putting yourself in my shoes?
Yes, in your eyes, he's always the best.
He's ALWAYS the one that makes you all proud. While me...
I'm just... ______________________________________
Lovelylovelylovely.




I call it forever love.

Saturday, July 11, 2009, 2:23 AM

Tagsreplied;
Cassandra- Linked you up too!
cherrybeylla- Will link you soon! :) yeah lor, they stupid one eh.
Yenping- Yah. They judge books by their covers. Lifeless.
Melody- Hi PT! :) Hahahha, me loves you too~ :D
xiaoyann- Now can upload pics alr! :) Blogger likes me back:D
Eileen- LOL okay~
Kristine- Hi!
Serene- Yeah. Can't stand lifeless people.. They seriously need to get a life.
yeap, we love them can already! :D
Claire- Lols, what lucky? What you mean... Hahhaa, thanks for the tag!
liluan- Hi yalun fan there! Will link you soon! :) Sure~


Done:D




I call it forever love.

2:01 AM















'dearest' ZHANG DONG LIANG :D
HAHAHA. I'm just infront of the red stage~
Lol. I don't really like him though :)
But can't deny that he's quite mi ren eh.
Whoooo~
























His FC. He got 2 FC!
The PINK people :) & the GREEN people. :)
Not bad huh! Got 2 FCs. :D

















Starting to sign albums already :)
OH & I TOUCHED HIS HANDS~
Sort of? When he's coming onstage. From the path there. :)
Hahaha! But I felt nothing :P
If only it's yalun's hand or somethinggggggg~ ):
I've 100plus more pics with me. &3 Videos!
He sang dui diao, chen mo de shun jian(DUH!) & one more idk what song.
If you want can ask me for pictures :D
I'll give you if I want to~
Don't want upload too many of his closeup pics...
you-know-why~~~ Lol.
Kk. Bye.




I call it forever love.

Friday, July 10, 2009, 9:13 AM
















VERY NEAR RIGHT :D
HAHAHA of course! I first row ma! :D
& from left :
JJ LIN! YUMI! MIKO!(By2) ZHIYONG(933 DJ) :D :D
HAHAHA :D PS zi-high. Damn happy lah. :)
though it's nothing compared to FRH's auto~
but still! :) Miko & JJ Lin came to my camera you know~
JJ looked into my cam once/twice.
Miko&Yumi came towards me when they're singing.
Hmm singing wo zhi dao & DNA lol.
The Seal The Love they were in the middle of the stage..
So no very closeup for that song. ):
I've the videos :) I think Yumi die-hard fans would want my videos badly.
Cus she always came over to my side for all the songs they sang~!


YAY MY BLOGGER IS LOVING ME ONCE AGAIN!
CAN POST PICS ALREADY :D :D
Hope nothing goes wrong anymore~





















My bro bought it for me! Damn cute I swear! :)
He bought it @ HK Disneyland I think.
Thanks bro!



Today Mum's birthday!
Happy birthday mum! I love you!
Though I don't seem to show it. But you know I really, really do.
Don't doubt me, 'cus i'm your one & only daughter :D
If I don't love you, who else will!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! :)
May all your long wishes come true(hopeso)~
Stay young & pretty as always (??!) :D :D
Enjoy today cus there'll be no repeat of today ;)


K. Bye.
Eh. you forget me i still remember you ):

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Tuesday, July 7, 2009, 3:48 AM

Hahahaha. I thought I was the only one who can't upload pictures.
But I wasn't. There are quite a number of ppl who can't also.
And there's also many ppl who can. WHY LIKE THAT. o.o
So it's not my problem, should be blogger's @ fault?
Blogger~ please let me upload pictures la. T.T Lol.
I sounded so desperate. Whatever lah~~
Once I can upload pictures, I think my blog's going to lag.
'Cus I'm going to upload almost all the pics. Hahaha.


Wait. I reply tags first.
(Eileen)- Ya lor. So long never come my blog already. But at last, you came :D
Hmm, I've thought over it for quite some time... I don't think so I can. Many reasons~
(Cherrybeylla)- You're his fan too? K hi. :)
(xiaoyann)- WHAT~~~ you can? So good!
Done.


Yeap, chanced upon few sites related to *anti-fahrenheit*/hate fahrenheit groups.
(These points below are typed out myself, based on what I hear and what I see.)
Yeah. So typical ANTI-FRH fans would somehow agree to some/even all the points below.

- Those who support them/love them are blind.
- They don't have the talents at all.
- They can't sing at all, only lip-syncing most of the time.
- They're just a bunch of assholes.
- They only know how to copy others' stuff, esp Korean boy bands.
- They love to ''act'' a lot in front of camera/TV.
- Hope that they'll disband ASAP.
- They suck like shit, can't even sing OR dance. Not even either of them.
- They can't co-ordinate among one another, can't act, even if can, they over-react.
- They don't have the voice(which sucks like hell).
- The recording studio edited all the songs. (that's why their songs sound nice.)
- They should just disband, some of them are better off going solo.
- Why the hell do they even exist?
- Their educational levels are not even high & that's why they became superstars.
- They have totally spoiled the image of a Taiwanese boy band.
- They don't deserve to be one, or even being a member of one.
- Lip-sync, lip-sync AND LIP-SYNC. They can't sing, then forget it.
- No point lip-syncing. Maybe acting will be better huh?
- If you were to compare them & Korean boy bands, they are nowhere near Korean bands.
- They can't even sing Jap well, what's the Jap Singles out for?
- They don't even understand what they're singing about. & lip-sync once again.
- Their success so far is all b'cus of their four faces, and it's unfair for others.
- No talents then shut up. They shouldn't even survive in the entertainment industry.
- Unlike Korean boy bands who can sing & dance & act well, they're so far off from them.
- Sing? Until glasses break. Dance? Can dance until everywhere fractured. Act? Overacting.
- They only know how to 靠脸吃饭


Those are the most I can think of.
Some of my friends even said/agreed to some of those points too.
I've lots of things to say about each & every points I listed.
But. Sigh, forget it.
First of all, whatever I said, would they even bother to listen?
Would they ever think through what they're critizing FRH about?
Even if I said or repeating their good points, would they even care?
(Of course I would say their good points right, b'cus I'm their total fan.)
If that's what you think, then think again.
Come on lah. I'm not that childish K.
At the end of the day, they'll just reinforce some of the points above.


I also can list out the same number of points if I were a korean bands-anti.
But I'm not, what's the use of hating this band & that band?
It's just making those stars even more upset, making their life more miserable.
&of course, I want them to be happy,
happy that there're many ppl supporting them all the way.
And not be upset over all these comparisons. Zz.



Anti-FRH ppl, want to add anymore things on top?
Feel free to, but I won't give a damn. Haha.
Like how some anti ppl don't give a damn to non-anti.
Don't get it then forget it :D



Bye.




I call it forever love.

Monday, July 6, 2009, 4:53 AM

aiya. shit blogger.
can't post pics of By2 & JJLIN~~
He went to Bugis also eh. To give BY2 a surprise HAHAA.
Next time when I use another com or laptop then post K.



Hahaha & I'm 1st row.
Cus I VIP! :P HAHAHA.
Don't be jealous~ Okayyyy. I talked to Miko(elder sis),
while on top. But typical chat lah.
She: (Signed finish mine) Xie xie.
Me: Oh. Yao jia you wo~ (Smilesss~)
She: Kept quiet . (Look at me)
Me: (Gave her ??? look.)
She: (smiles) Haha! Xie xie ni a! Wo hui de! xie xie o~
Me: bu ke qi, byebye! :D


That's all. It's stupid lah. The way she looked at me.
but okay... I like her more that's why I talk to her only.
Haha, I pian xin. No la, cus yumi(younger sis) was rushing~
Don't know why -.- so I decided.. ' ah just talk to miko lah. '
Hahaha~ i have 3 videos & 100plus pictures.
PS but I not VERY fan of them so yeap~ don't misunderstand.
Cus I was in 1st row mah, & they kept looking in my direction.
So why not take more pics right?! :)


Kk. That's all bye. :D
I realise that ahwenn is a fan of ya lun also! :D
Hahaha, cool eh?




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Saturday, July 4, 2009, 4:14 AM

Everytime, everytime, everytime.
Everytime is always like that.

Aiya. I wanted to post some pics of someth cool.
But... I really don't know why blogger is not uploading pics.
Okay, next time then.

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K.O3 Guo is nice, a show worth to watch.
But but but! I'm still stuck at like EP6.
Super slow lah.. Though I'm faster than yp. :D :D :D
She huh. Only EP5 already then lazy go watch~
HAHAHA :) I must watch finish faster than her.

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Btw, for all Jiro fans~ (Like me?)
Okay lah, actually I'm not really his fan.
But in FRH, I love dongLUN.. So is counted right? :D
If you still don't know... He updated his blog!
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/gyapower (Just click on the link-.-)
Go visit eh? Actually if you're like his fan,
you should know that he updated his blog~ LOL.
There's one part, he advised ppl to stop camping outside his house.
He said, 因為我不喜歡 我媽也會不知所措~
Hahaha. His mother also will feel weird. Imagine lah~

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I'm experiencing a sense of unfairness.
(I know that sounds wrong, but. I don't care.)
Unfair... My family went The Valley!
Except for me. But I went The Peak with mum last year!
Boo to Dad & Bro :D
Hahaha, but seriously... Everyone is @ The Valley now.
EXCEPT ME. ZZZZZ. -_-
Next time must go already lah.
Mum said that The Valley is so much nicer than The Peak.
If it's like, The Peak is nicer than The Valley then maybe I won't care.
But it's not~ It's the other way round eh. ):
Whatever. Pray that they're going to take some nice pics.
I should go and explore the world more,
so can make them jealous. Blahblahblah.
I'm learning guitar in school~
I bet none of them knows how to play.
Haha, wait till I learnt already. Then you all know.


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I love the way I put -- after every paragraph.
It's like to represent different topics of my post.
So the more -- there are, the more random my post is.
Put a . in the middle. -.-? Lol.
Is this like counted as one topic.

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Okay, bye.

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Friday, July 3, 2009, 7:56 AM

I didn't know that a trip from Hougang - Clarke Quay - Sengkang...
Would take me just less than an hour. Imagine~
And I only spent approximately 8mins @ Clarke Quay.
Okay, first time there, as in really go & explore The Central.
Walkaround. & I didn't get lost. Hahaha.
Of course, I'm not a child anymore. :)


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Recently fell in love with a guy from 2PM.
He's hot hot hot hot hot. But I don't know what's his name.
I don't really care. Cus though he's hot, but someone else is more hot to me.
Like Aaron. HAHA :D

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Oh well. Hahaha.
Some bitch is calling herself bitch. Nice show to watch eh?

K, off to watch some show.
Bye~




I call it forever love.

Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 1:01 AM

KIND CINDY SHALL REPLY TAGS NOW.
Tiff- Hi tiffany~
Crystal- No. Aaron is the hottest can~ Aiyah. To you kim bum is the hottest,
but to me, it's still Aaron no matter what. We're different you see. &don't keep saying who hotter
can? I also never compare. What's there to compare seriously? They both are so different. :)
Different in a good way la. Hahaha, AN ppl damn nice, won't kill you. But maybe will grill you. HAHAHA K lah. Just joking. LOL. My reply so long. Be honoured Kbye. :)
Yuli- Kk. Soon~
Felicia- Yah lor. Don't know who ah. Suddenly got someth on last min. Tsk!
Xiaoyann- Welcome. &WELCOME BACK :D Though it's a late one...
Felicia- Yeah miss you ): I know you miss me too. Hehe.
YAY DONE. LOL.

Not in a good mood, but not because of love or whatever.
It's mainly due to studies. Super stress.
Don't know why I feel so dumb everytime. (!)
It's like last time I always/most of the time,
was top 20 in the level and top 3 in class but now,
it's like i don't know... Just so far behind. Way too far.
I need discipline, but kind of reluctant to give up my freedom.
Reluctant. Ok I suppose that word means that I can but just that I don't want.


Is it too late to turn back now? B'cus now then I realised how impt studies are.
Seriously. Everyth else can wait, except studies.
Once it's over. It's really over. And I don't want to regret.
Just can't study, always say say say, but never do.
Typical cindy is like that.

Facebook, friendster, blogs, youtube,
fanclubs, idols, concerts, online games, playing, blogshopping,
handphone(as in messaging, chatting trivial stuff with friends), & even blogging...
They're all killing me. KILLING ME. Don't they?
And there's many more to list. But those listed are the main ones..
I am not blaming on them okay. It's my own fault anyw.
I made decisions to associate with them, so I am not blaming them.
In fact, am quite happy having all those kind of freedom...



Who asked me to be so naive in the first place. Ohwell.
I don't know what is becoming of me now, seriously don't know.
Lost all my directions in life. How cool is that?
I am just a piece of shit in your eyes. I'm sad, of course I am.
But does it make any difference to you?
I'm smiling or crying, do you even bother to care?
You said you wanted me to do well in future,
you said you wanted me to at least go into jc,
you said you wanted me to do really well in studies,
you said you wished that I can make you proud for having me as your daughter,
you said you wanted your children to be equally good in studies,
you said all those things to me, but now, you're asking me to just go poly,
and work after that.. Apparently, you've given up all your hope on me,
haven't you?
I'm sorry, I am not able to be like what you wanted me to be.
I wanted to, but you're not helping me too. I thought you would be persistent about it.
About helping me, in whatever ways, as long as I say it, you will help me with it.
Yes, I initially thought so. So wrong to believe you, but maybe it's also my fault?
I'm sorry.

Haha, you can just ignore the stuff above la.
Just random thoughts. LOL.
I guess I need to have a good talk with parents/brother.
Okay, I don't know~


Having serious mental disease in school.
(inside story/joke). :) HAHAHA.

PS been dozing off in class, during lessons.
One good way of wasting parents' $. HUH?
I can just go and die.

Bye.

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