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Aaron Yan, he's my ultimate love.
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Cindy Goodbye.
Leaving so soon? ):
Aaron
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Wednesday, July 1, 2009, 1:01 AM
KIND CINDY SHALL REPLY TAGS NOW. Tiff- Hi tiffany~ Crystal- No. Aaron is the hottest can~ Aiyah. To you kim bum is the hottest, but to me, it's still Aaron no matter what. We're different you see. &don't keep saying who hotter can? I also never compare. What's there to compare seriously? They both are so different. :) Different in a good way la. Hahaha, AN ppl damn nice, won't kill you. But maybe will grill you. HAHAHA K lah. Just joking. LOL. My reply so long. Be honoured Kbye. :) Yuli- Kk. Soon~ Felicia- Yah lor. Don't know who ah. Suddenly got someth on last min. Tsk! Xiaoyann- Welcome. &WELCOME BACK :D Though it's a late one... Felicia- Yeah miss you ): I know you miss me too. Hehe. YAY DONE. LOL. Not in a good mood, but not because of love or whatever. It's mainly due to studies. Super stress. Don't know why I feel so dumb everytime. (!) It's like last time I always/most of the time, was top 20 in the level and top 3 in class but now, it's like i don't know... Just so far behind. Way too far. I need discipline, but kind of reluctant to give up my freedom. Reluctant. Ok I suppose that word means that I can but just that I don't want. Is it too late to turn back now? B'cus now then I realised how impt studies are. Seriously. Everyth else can wait, except studies. Once it's over. It's really over. And I don't want to regret. Just can't study, always say say say, but never do. Typical cindy is like that. Facebook, friendster, blogs, youtube, fanclubs, idols, concerts, online games, playing, blogshopping, handphone(as in messaging, chatting trivial stuff with friends), & even blogging... They're all killing me. KILLING ME. Don't they? And there's many more to list. But those listed are the main ones.. I am not blaming on them okay. It's my own fault anyw. I made decisions to associate with them, so I am not blaming them. In fact, am quite happy having all those kind of freedom... Who asked me to be so naive in the first place. Ohwell. I don't know what is becoming of me now, seriously don't know. Lost all my directions in life. How cool is that? I am just a piece of shit in your eyes. I'm sad, of course I am. But does it make any difference to you? I'm smiling or crying, do you even bother to care? You said you wanted me to do well in future, you said you wanted me to at least go into jc, you said you wanted me to do really well in studies, you said you wished that I can make you proud for having me as your daughter, you said you wanted your children to be equally good in studies, you said all those things to me, but now, you're asking me to just go poly, and work after that.. Apparently, you've given up all your hope on me, haven't you? I'm sorry, I am not able to be like what you wanted me to be. I wanted to, but you're not helping me too. I thought you would be persistent about it. About helping me, in whatever ways, as long as I say it, you will help me with it. Yes, I initially thought so. So wrong to believe you, but maybe it's also my fault? I'm sorry. Haha, you can just ignore the stuff above la. Just random thoughts. LOL. I guess I need to have a good talk with parents/brother. Okay, I don't know~ Having serious mental disease in school. (inside story/joke). :) HAHAHA. PS been dozing off in class, during lessons. One good way of wasting parents' $. HUH? I can just go and die. Bye. Labels: Feeling lethargic lately I call it forever love. |
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